Should I be this affected?
So, today i read this fanfic where Uruha had a bad case of eating disorder and idk, it just had a great effect on me. Reading about all the things he went through and then also knowing that it actually happens to people in reality, idk, makes me feel weird.
When people who are actually skinny, go through all that drastic measures to lose weight, i started questioning should i do something about my body too. I am chubby or fat, whatever you'd want to call it. But then, i have been the same since i was 14. I mean my weight has remained more or less the same since the past 7 years.
Sometimes i dont eat, but thats mostly out of laziness. I am too lazy to cook (even instant food XD) or even go downstairs to the diner. And not eating properly in the past had messed up with my stomach i think. because skipping even one meal, gives me bad cramps :c
So i think, I really should not let this get into my head. I really dont need any more reasons to be depressed.
I dont know why i made this post.
I am still waiting for MELT ;____;
It might be here next week though.. i hope... >__>
Ah, also i wanted to ask, Can anyone tell me if you get photobook with the Regular Edition?
On another note, my results of exams are out and i had scored unbelievably well O.o I mean, its been 6 semesters, and i have always scored somewhere between 8 and 9, crossing 9 only once which was just by a few points and that too in 2nd semester.
Buuuuut, I got a freaking 9.73 this time!!!! I mean, idonteven... i cant comprehend this. AT. ALL!
And i have got the second highest all over the country!
Internship still sucks as ever. But finally they have started to appreciate my work. That is better, i guess.
Weeeeeelllll, I really jump from topic to topic too fast O___o
When people who are actually skinny, go through all that drastic measures to lose weight, i started questioning should i do something about my body too. I am chubby or fat, whatever you'd want to call it. But then, i have been the same since i was 14. I mean my weight has remained more or less the same since the past 7 years.
Sometimes i dont eat, but thats mostly out of laziness. I am too lazy to cook (even instant food XD) or even go downstairs to the diner. And not eating properly in the past had messed up with my stomach i think. because skipping even one meal, gives me bad cramps :c
So i think, I really should not let this get into my head. I really dont need any more reasons to be depressed.
I dont know why i made this post.
I am still waiting for MELT ;____;
It might be here next week though.. i hope... >__>
Ah, also i wanted to ask, Can anyone tell me if you get photobook with the Regular Edition?
On another note, my results of exams are out and i had scored unbelievably well O.o I mean, its been 6 semesters, and i have always scored somewhere between 8 and 9, crossing 9 only once which was just by a few points and that too in 2nd semester.
Buuuuut, I got a freaking 9.73 this time!!!! I mean, idonteven... i cant comprehend this. AT. ALL!
And i have got the second highest all over the country!
Internship still sucks as ever. But finally they have started to appreciate my work. That is better, i guess.
Weeeeeelllll, I really jump from topic to topic too fast O___o