last day
i am in the library at school. im in my second block and we get out once this block is over. then we dont come back until jan the 6th. or 7th i cant remember.i am glad. i failed my trig class. that sucks. i can take it over next semester buti dont want to. jamie called me last night and he is leaving in may to go to boot camp. he signed his contract and all yesterday and yeah. so i am proud of him. he is really doing it!! momma says that she thinks it will change him and she thinks we will see alot of changes in him once he comes back from boot camp. i cant believe christmas is here again. its lilly's first christmas!! she will spend christmas eve with jamie and his family and christmas day with my family. i start work today. i have to learn how to control the gas pumps and all and yeah. it shouldnt be that hard cause the ppl i have seen running them... i gotta be able to do it. i hope no one drives off without paying. i could get fired for that if ithappens too many times. i got my nails done yesterday and i keep hitting the wrong keys. my nails are hitting the keys above the ones i am meaning to hit. lol. i feel pretty though. :) i passed all my other classes so thats good. i might just take al.III next semester instead of trig. i failed because i missed so much work and couldnt make it up so its not cause it was hard or anything, but it would still make it easier on me to do al.III next semester sincei have lilly and a job now. i will be getting about 20 hrs a week. so thats about 65-100 a week.i dont know what my starting pay is.but when i got that many hours with harveys i made about 75 dollars a week so thats enough for gas and some to put in my checking account every week. half is going into my account and half into lilly's savings. ill only need money for gas anyway. im wanting tomake money for her. do you realize how much it will be for her to go to college?!!? too much, thats how much. and i want to be able to buy her a car and allow her to get the things she wants as she grows up cause i wasnt able to get everything i wanted and i want her to be able to. i know what i am doing after highschool. i am going to college here for 2 years and then i am going to school in atl. i am going tolive with my aunt natasha because she has offered tolet me live there for free and i would have my own room, bathroom and living area. so lilly and i could stay for free. she said i could bring lilly. i still dont know what i want to major in but i will go ahead and get allmy core classes out of the way here. but i am going to college in atlanta. okay. well... thats all for now. ill update again when i can. my computer has to be worked on again cause it is acting up again. so i wont have it for a few days. later.