finally
we got our computer back and the net up and running. i hope it stays like this. i like not being booted off. lilly is sleeping right now but she will wake up soon so i dont have long... anyway... jamie and i are still not together. he e-mailed me saying that he doesnt like us being apart... hes all sad and upset.. we are moving soon. i hope. my family and i. she is awake. ill update later.