school
i started school yesterday. i forgot how much i hate it. its not that bad since i am not pregnant anymore. i dont get stared at all the time and i dont have ppl giving me looks or making comments or whatever everyone did while i was preg. but that goes to show what kind of ppl we have here. i have had ppl tell me that i look different and that i dont look the same. well duh... i weighed myself yesterday. i have lost 40 pounds but i still have 30 more to go before i am back to the weight i was before i got pregnant. my classes are good. none of my teachers are making me make up any work . they said that they dont want to make it any harder on me. i just woke up. i slept during my spanish class. going to school and then going home to take care of a baby and clean the house and then having to stay up all night to take care of a baby is really, i mean really tiring. i am only getting 3-6 hours of sleep a night. and i am walking everyday to try and lose weight and today i am going to start putting in applications for a job cause i start driving next month and i have to be able to pay for the gas in my car and all. and i want to be able to put money in the bank again. i still have my checking account and its almost empty. well i gtg. -Ash. me and jamie are not together. i dont remember if i said that or not, i cant remember well. i broke up with him and he finally decided to accept it. i want to start seeing other ppl if i ever get the time...k. later.