I am so LAME
Damn it's been so long since the last time I've updated this thing. What I've been up to..Absolutely nothing! Oh JoY!! HAH On the contrary, it's fitting that I do not have a life away from the house. Actually, I do but none of my comrades care to call me and ask me if I want to go somewhere. That and my dad. He has been a bit jumpy lately. He'll snap at me when I ask him for anything. I'm expecting one later. But no worries, I've become accustomed to it all; the bickering, the arguing, and the constant apologies. Just the other day he commenced his daily shoutings, directed toward me of course. All I did was wash my flip-flops in the bath. I tried to fight his voice but his would always overpower mine so I bursted and told him how he never comprehends a word we aspire to recite to him. And he speculates why his children become so affronted by him at times. Whatever.
Anyways, My cousins visited us here in Antioch. They slept over for the weekend. It was quite enjoyable actually. Raf is leaving to attend boot camp for the air force. Well he already departed yesterday. I'm going to miss that guy. But he is going to visit us in December for Christmas. Him and my brother Anthony. I haven't seen him in so long.
You know what's weird...I managed to acquire cold here in Antioch...Hot, steamy, desert Antioch...hehe But I'm all better now. *yAY*
Upcoming schedule: Eye doctor appointment tomorrow, Movies friday to go see "The Village"
I've grown a liking to the Remus/Sirius pairing. I think it's just a beautiful thing to see them together. I plan on making a Xanga layout starring them! YeaH!
This is me NOW:
I go with the flow all the time and just take life, now anyways, as it comes to me. I used to ask myself all the time "What if..?". Now I realize that it was all in vain. Live life to the fullest, as people say, and I live by it now. Too bad it this realization came to me in the midst of atragedy...the death of a close friend. Yes it is sorrowful I know but I must move on. Learn to let go of things; only then shall you find true happiness. I am religious but my religion does not define who I am. I am ME and I will always be me. Nothing is going to change that. "Be you." I got so caught up in shit this year and I don't want to deal with it ever again. Talk to me, I'll listen, comfort you, give you advice, but don't shit me. I'd say I'm pretty optimistic. I see a good in everything even when others don't. "We are living on borrowed time..." I know when my time is up, I have a place to go to, and a friend who is tehre for me with open arms. I am not afraid of death, I'd like to say, because that's when I know that God wants me back at home. I pretty much have a different mentality than most people but that doesn't mean I'm weird or anything. I just like to see things differently than most people heh..
::must make more icons::
Anyways, My cousins visited us here in Antioch. They slept over for the weekend. It was quite enjoyable actually. Raf is leaving to attend boot camp for the air force. Well he already departed yesterday. I'm going to miss that guy. But he is going to visit us in December for Christmas. Him and my brother Anthony. I haven't seen him in so long.
You know what's weird...I managed to acquire cold here in Antioch...Hot, steamy, desert Antioch...hehe But I'm all better now. *yAY*
Upcoming schedule: Eye doctor appointment tomorrow, Movies friday to go see "The Village"
I've grown a liking to the Remus/Sirius pairing. I think it's just a beautiful thing to see them together. I plan on making a Xanga layout starring them! YeaH!
This is me NOW:
I go with the flow all the time and just take life, now anyways, as it comes to me. I used to ask myself all the time "What if..?". Now I realize that it was all in vain. Live life to the fullest, as people say, and I live by it now. Too bad it this realization came to me in the midst of atragedy...the death of a close friend. Yes it is sorrowful I know but I must move on. Learn to let go of things; only then shall you find true happiness. I am religious but my religion does not define who I am. I am ME and I will always be me. Nothing is going to change that. "Be you." I got so caught up in shit this year and I don't want to deal with it ever again. Talk to me, I'll listen, comfort you, give you advice, but don't shit me. I'd say I'm pretty optimistic. I see a good in everything even when others don't. "We are living on borrowed time..." I know when my time is up, I have a place to go to, and a friend who is tehre for me with open arms. I am not afraid of death, I'd like to say, because that's when I know that God wants me back at home. I pretty much have a different mentality than most people but that doesn't mean I'm weird or anything. I just like to see things differently than most people heh..
::must make more icons::