I've Lost Control Again...

[anjoel]

This Year Needs To Change.
I Can't Be The Same Anymore.
I've Done A Lot Of Very Very Bad Things In My Life.
I Don't Want To Be This Person Anymore.
I Don't Want To Make These Choices Anymore.
No One Knows The Things I'm Capable Of.
I Want To Be Healthy.
I Want To Be Honest.
There Are A Lot Of Voids In My Life.
I Realize I Am The Only One Who Can Fix Them.
I Don't Know How.
I Need To Get Out Of My Mind.
I Need To Figure It All Out.
I'm Scared.
I Am Going To Live A Long Time,
And I Don't Want To Be Unhappy For All This Time.