I WasWrong To String You Along

[anjoel]

So tomorrows my first day at Picture People,
I think This will be a pretty fun job.
I really hope that when I start at Old Navy,
That my schedules won't clash.
I'm pretty happy about how my life's coming along.
It's funny how everything I hoped to happen with my job situation
Actually happened to me.
Now all I need is school and I'll be completely content.
I finally got my period this morning,
Eh and it came in the wierdest way.
It's a little to gross to repeat to anyone.
whatever I'm not pregnant and that's all that matters.
I would jump off a building if I knew someone was going to have me
as a mother.
I don't think I'd be a bad mother,
I'm just no where near ready to take care of someone.
Shit I can't even take care of myself.
But when the day comes I think I will be ready.
The only thing that will matter will be ,
For them to love me and them to know I love them.