Gah, I really had forgotten how freakish my voice is. I bought The Phantom of the Opera today (along with many other movies, for I am a movie h0r, and this one's pretty even if it does suck), and have been singing along, and dude...why is it that I can hit every note except Christine's highest (the E) at the end of The Phantom of the Opera and the Phantom's lowest (the low Ab) in Music of the Night? Oh, and Carlotta's high F, of course. FREAK, say I. FREAK. (Yes, I realise I shouldn't be complaining about this, but it disturbs me. Why can't I just be a soprano rather than having this freakish lower extension? Not that I mind being a mezzo. *pets her throat*)
Speaking of freakishness,
You remember the whole thing with PCOS about a month and a half ago? Well, after numerous blood tests and ultrasounds and pelvic exams and all that, it looks like I don't have it. My ovaries are mostly normal, with a couple cysts on each but nothing to worry about as most women have at least a few unruptured follicles, and my hormones came back normal. However, the gyno did say today that my uterus (he called it my womb, actually, which would've cracked me up had I not been so stressed out about the whole debacle) is swollen. I'm not sure if this has to do with the last pelvic I had, where the doctor was really rather cruel to it, or because of something with my endometrial lining (which is what the gyn thinks it is), or, what I'm more inclined to believe, a result of these new pills I'm on.
My endocrinologist put me on Diane 35 instead of Ortho Tri because she said it's better for acne, but since I went on it, I've been very tender physically, bloated, and tired, though not really had noticeable weight gain which is nice. However, it's also been making me cry like whoa. I can't stop. It feels like back before I was on thyroid meds and Celexa and all that stuff -- anything and everything will set me off, and I'll just bawl, and I know it's irrational, but I can't stop, and it frustrates me so so so much. I think I'm going to see if I can get the clinic to prescribe me ortho tri again. I can't keep dealing with this. It's exhausting. Also, apparently it doesn't work so well for birth control, which er...kind of defeats the purpose.
Anyhow. Ahem. Sorry about that. Just needed to get it off my chest.
ALSO!
School stuff. :D
Erm. I'm sure there's more to say but my brain is dead. OH. Trailers. OMGtehAWESOME. TWH is <3 weeks away. I am writing again. This is of the good. YAYE FANDOM.
And now that I have completely convinced you that I have nothing of value to say anymore, I'm off. I love you all so very much. (Oh yes, and THANK YOU SO MUCH for the LOVELY comments on the Snaps Cup meme. You all are love. So. much. love.)