If love is such a beautiful thing...why does it hurt sooo much?¿
Haven't updated in for ever... Meagan ended up coming over I had the best time of my life...wish I could say the same thing for her...I don't know how she felt all I know is that I was at peace sitting beside her...
She was like my first friend in Brandon she eased all the stress on me and got rid of that sinking feeling that I got when I moved...then she moved and it killed me...I literally thought it was all over from there...I missed her adorable smile and her beautiful face every time I walked in the room she lit up...I saw her again and I couldn't believe it...I never knew how much I missed her...I pretty much cried the whole night after she left... It just made me think how everytime something good comes my way...some thing takes it away I really can't understand why either...I never should have saw her again...it made me realize that we are so close but sooo far away...
I've talked to her a few times since then and everytime I hear her voice I smile...It just makes me feel so empty though...
Other than that...I had alex over the weekend after that was pretty fun we beat God of War and played on the computer and lost my "Y" key so now there is a "Scroll Lock" key where my "Y" key should be...its kind of funny looking...
Now I'm sitting in Digitools waiting for it to get over 'cause this class is freakin gay I never should have taken it...Spending the night at alex's tonight cuz 2morrows pds and I don't want to go home and sit by myself because I think while i'm at home and I can only think about one thing and those thoughts kill me from the inside out...
Some how I know nothing will work out it never does and knowing it kills me every second but o well...
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She was like my first friend in Brandon she eased all the stress on me and got rid of that sinking feeling that I got when I moved...then she moved and it killed me...I literally thought it was all over from there...I missed her adorable smile and her beautiful face every time I walked in the room she lit up...I saw her again and I couldn't believe it...I never knew how much I missed her...I pretty much cried the whole night after she left... It just made me think how everytime something good comes my way...some thing takes it away I really can't understand why either...I never should have saw her again...it made me realize that we are so close but sooo far away...
I've talked to her a few times since then and everytime I hear her voice I smile...It just makes me feel so empty though...
Other than that...I had alex over the weekend after that was pretty fun we beat God of War and played on the computer and lost my "Y" key so now there is a "Scroll Lock" key where my "Y" key should be...its kind of funny looking...
Now I'm sitting in Digitools waiting for it to get over 'cause this class is freakin gay I never should have taken it...Spending the night at alex's tonight cuz 2morrows pds and I don't want to go home and sit by myself because I think while i'm at home and I can only think about one thing and those thoughts kill me from the inside out...
Some how I know nothing will work out it never does and knowing it kills me every second but o well...
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