Feb 19, 2001 21:39
well my weekend had its ups and downs. my downs were i realized that i still had feelings for an old friend. it was hard to deal with because his girlfriend was there. she's really sweet and i'm happy for him but i can't help getting that jealous feeling. another one of my downs was that my best friend K.C. moved away. he still hasn't called to tell me he's ok but i sure he is because tim would have told me by now. i can't help but be hurt by the fact that he is gone and hasn't thought of me that i know of. also, i hurt my ankel again which sucked because my old friend had to help me up and down the stairs(hehe)and he had to help me in and out of the bathroom which was embarassing. i almost tripped over a box into the toliet. i found out that a guy i don't really know that well has a huge crush on me and wanted me to dump my boyfriend for him. i was like, no... i love zack. zack and i were fighting almost all weekend but thats ok because we arn't anymore. for a couple of hours i thought he was gonna dump me and then i realize that he loves me still. even though i broke a really important promise to him.
my ups were that even though i lost a friend i gained another back. my old friend and i still have a lot in common like our lives for one. we were both bummed out for the weekend and we sort of hid away for a while just talking. we've both been through a lot like our moving to new towns and our relationships. i spent saturday and sunday with my godmother helpping her boyfriend move. his new apartment is so awsome. i wish it was mine. saturday night my godbrother , my godsister, this guy named mike and i all played man hunt. it was cool and it sucked too because we were limited to the yard only and i ran out of places to hide. my frist spot was in this huge tree that was higher than the house and i knew no one would find me. my second was a bush. you know when you are little and you used to hide in the clothing racks at stores from your mom. well it was the same thing with the bush. i stood inside the bush. it was really cool.
well anywayz, all day sunday i drove all over rockledge and merritt island and satillite beach. it was fun and boring at the same time.
well i should go.
love always,
cris