Sep 09, 2003 19:06
"Tell me what I'd have to change. Who would I have to be To slip into your arms; for you to kiss me. Must I climb the highest cliff; swim along the ocean floor. Crawl over broken glass - would you demand that I do more? Could you take me as I am, with my issues and my flaws. Pull me to your chest without a hesitation or a pause? Slide your hungry tongue between my parted lips. Run your anxious fingers along my quivering hips. Wrap me in your passion, expose your every need. Do I ask for wishes that wont be?"
i feel so.. i dunno.. empty? i want him.. but i dont quite know who him is.. i mean.. i think maybe im falling for someone.. but i dont want to fall for him.. because hes not someone i should fall for.. i think im just getting desperate.. ive been single long enough.. i want another boyfriend.. i want someone there who i can do whatever the hell i want to with.. i guess i just feel a little lonely.. i just want someone there for me.. but i think im lookin in the wrong places.. i just want to be wanted.. and i need to be needed.. but there isnt anyone with balls enough to express they are willing to do that..