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This is a page, where I can rant about everything and anything without being concern that someone will notice or someone will judge. No on either from home or work will be able to see it.
Today is a very not stressful or tiring day but a very emotional for me, like I almost want to walk out and get away with everything that is happening to around me. But in the end I can’t jut do that and not be professional and calm as I’m most of the time when dealing with work or family issue. So you know what I did? I cay and laugh at the same time. It looks like I lost my mind.
Today, I was informed that I’ll be transferred to another team w/c I didn’t want to be part of. Not because of the members of the team but because of the work they do. It’s a job where you will be hearing a lots of customer’s problems, concern and negative situation in life in retain to their financial situation. It’ going to be stressful, which I don’t want to have more of it in my life. I’m trying to be positive about it really but at the moment I can’t stop to feel down. I’m not the type of person that go buys stuff every time. I mean I rarely go out nor even buy something for myself. The only thing I do buy without hesitation is my kis-my-ft2 CDs/DVDs. I mean that is my reward for myself. But due to the team that I’ll be part of doesn’t have any monetary incentive. I mean what do I have to do my basic salary goes to the house budget and my daily allowance (fare and food). The monetary incentive I get to have is use for my reward. I feel I’ve been demoted even if they say that they choose base on it on my profile and work background. I mean come on same place, same basic income, more stress, no incentive but more mental work. I trying to look for a positive outcome for this but still I can’t think of any.
Then now my brother is really getting into my nerves and not only today but since Saturday. He keeps on saying he told me about something and I even acknowledge it, which I can’t really remember at all. And then he act like “I don’t care, I have told you about it and its your problem not mine” attitude. I mean dude you’re older than me I’m the youngest but you’re acting like you’re younger than me. I don’t want to cause or make any conflict so I just ok I’ll do something about it then. To the point almost everything will be my responsibility. I know it’s my fault as I don’t voice out my concern but if you guys will know my elder sister and brother’s attitude you might do the same thing. As they tend to bring everything out of context or out of proportion, which will cause a drama here in the house.
Anyway that’s all just want to rant just want to get everything out of my head
Today is a very not stressful or tiring day but a very emotional for me, like I almost want to walk out and get away with everything that is happening to around me. But in the end I can’t jut do that and not be professional and calm as I’m most of the time when dealing with work or family issue. So you know what I did? I cay and laugh at the same time. It looks like I lost my mind.
Today, I was informed that I’ll be transferred to another team w/c I didn’t want to be part of. Not because of the members of the team but because of the work they do. It’s a job where you will be hearing a lots of customer’s problems, concern and negative situation in life in retain to their financial situation. It’ going to be stressful, which I don’t want to have more of it in my life. I’m trying to be positive about it really but at the moment I can’t stop to feel down. I’m not the type of person that go buys stuff every time. I mean I rarely go out nor even buy something for myself. The only thing I do buy without hesitation is my kis-my-ft2 CDs/DVDs. I mean that is my reward for myself. But due to the team that I’ll be part of doesn’t have any monetary incentive. I mean what do I have to do my basic salary goes to the house budget and my daily allowance (fare and food). The monetary incentive I get to have is use for my reward. I feel I’ve been demoted even if they say that they choose base on it on my profile and work background. I mean come on same place, same basic income, more stress, no incentive but more mental work. I trying to look for a positive outcome for this but still I can’t think of any.
Then now my brother is really getting into my nerves and not only today but since Saturday. He keeps on saying he told me about something and I even acknowledge it, which I can’t really remember at all. And then he act like “I don’t care, I have told you about it and its your problem not mine” attitude. I mean dude you’re older than me I’m the youngest but you’re acting like you’re younger than me. I don’t want to cause or make any conflict so I just ok I’ll do something about it then. To the point almost everything will be my responsibility. I know it’s my fault as I don’t voice out my concern but if you guys will know my elder sister and brother’s attitude you might do the same thing. As they tend to bring everything out of context or out of proportion, which will cause a drama here in the house.
Anyway that’s all just want to rant just want to get everything out of my head