Boredom kills...
So yeah today I am mostly bored, dunno why I am even writing on this as have nothing interesting to say.
I have spent all day dossing online and fucking about on the Russell Brand forum and also Facebook.
Suppose I could tell you that I am trying these Hoodia diet pill supplements as of today. I just bought them on a whim and after reading a bit about Hoodia the prospect of taking them seemed almost promising. However I can report I'm on Day 1 and have thought of nothing but food, and have felt hungry all day. I suppose the fact that I'm taking a diet pill is making me think "oh I shouldn't want to eat" But the reverse psychology of that is, now all I wanna do is stuff my face.
I haven't really over eaten and I've had a good lunch and relatively good dinner, with only minor snaking. But its the consciousness of it all really. That lingering thought in the back of my mind nagging at me to go raid the refrigerator or the cupboard is search of tasty and calorific treats...meh, effort. No want!
I'm also for the next 2 weeks going to be giving my hair a conditioning treatment twice a day to try and get it back to optimal condition as I'm having it relaxed and want minimal breakage please.
Looking around my bedroom I'm noticing it becoming cluttered and bit messy again, got too much stuff and my shopoholism only goes to exacerbate the situation. Going to have ot have another ruthless culling session in here very soon.
New furniture is definitely required, also a new mattress I think. I found the perfect suite in Ikea but they want to charge me an extortionate amount to deliver it to my house and our car just isn't man enough to transport a heavy load of stuff the 130 plus miles from the store, so need to think of a suitable and desirable alternative now...meh, more effort.
Am thinking of putting on a DVD or something now, in the mood for some Dylan Moran so may put on Black Books or one of his stand up DVD's in a minute....maybe.
Ideally speaking I should get back into the habit of reading books, but I'm just too easily distracted to finish anything of late. I'm almost ashamed to say that I haven't finished a book since I read Precious Blood and that was about 3 or so months ago now.
Perhaps going to the Art & Design college in October to do my introduction fashion and dress making course will kick start some motivation. I've asked Mum if maybe I can have some equipment for making my own clothes this Christmas. It would be good to design and create my own outfits and will probably be a lot cheaper than my current addiction. Although I'm not sure how easy it would be to make a pair of shoes? Haha.
Anyhow, I'm just rambling on about insignificant tripe here really, so I'll bring this to an end.
Take it easy.
I have spent all day dossing online and fucking about on the Russell Brand forum and also Facebook.
Suppose I could tell you that I am trying these Hoodia diet pill supplements as of today. I just bought them on a whim and after reading a bit about Hoodia the prospect of taking them seemed almost promising. However I can report I'm on Day 1 and have thought of nothing but food, and have felt hungry all day. I suppose the fact that I'm taking a diet pill is making me think "oh I shouldn't want to eat" But the reverse psychology of that is, now all I wanna do is stuff my face.
I haven't really over eaten and I've had a good lunch and relatively good dinner, with only minor snaking. But its the consciousness of it all really. That lingering thought in the back of my mind nagging at me to go raid the refrigerator or the cupboard is search of tasty and calorific treats...meh, effort. No want!
I'm also for the next 2 weeks going to be giving my hair a conditioning treatment twice a day to try and get it back to optimal condition as I'm having it relaxed and want minimal breakage please.
Looking around my bedroom I'm noticing it becoming cluttered and bit messy again, got too much stuff and my shopoholism only goes to exacerbate the situation. Going to have ot have another ruthless culling session in here very soon.
New furniture is definitely required, also a new mattress I think. I found the perfect suite in Ikea but they want to charge me an extortionate amount to deliver it to my house and our car just isn't man enough to transport a heavy load of stuff the 130 plus miles from the store, so need to think of a suitable and desirable alternative now...meh, more effort.
Am thinking of putting on a DVD or something now, in the mood for some Dylan Moran so may put on Black Books or one of his stand up DVD's in a minute....maybe.
Ideally speaking I should get back into the habit of reading books, but I'm just too easily distracted to finish anything of late. I'm almost ashamed to say that I haven't finished a book since I read Precious Blood and that was about 3 or so months ago now.
Perhaps going to the Art & Design college in October to do my introduction fashion and dress making course will kick start some motivation. I've asked Mum if maybe I can have some equipment for making my own clothes this Christmas. It would be good to design and create my own outfits and will probably be a lot cheaper than my current addiction. Although I'm not sure how easy it would be to make a pair of shoes? Haha.
Anyhow, I'm just rambling on about insignificant tripe here really, so I'll bring this to an end.
Take it easy.