In which I say help a lot and use a lot of html codes
aren't my titles das beste????
I've been meaning to post something here for a while, but there's nothing particularly exciting that's going on that could be remotely considered important. (wow, what even was that sentence D: akjbdfksd) Thing is, I've been complaining like a maniac to basically everyone I meet now that I've had no time to write and this and that but the thing is, yes, I don't have time, but when I have it, I complain about not having time. So, it's a cycle, and I'm afraid it might never stop and it HAS TO. Because I have to write things!
And speaking of which, I'm so incredibly fucked because I not only have pledged to write in paperlegends (and complain about not being able to) but I'm also supposed to submit a fill for merlin-muses (and sign up for camelot-drabble while I'm at it, because I'm that stupid) and of course for CD I have time (but not really. They might be drabbles but they ain't easy akdbsfk), and m_m is building up a little bit (and I want to focus on it for a little bit now, because it's due April 22nd and HAHAHA I HAVE LIKE 2K) (which is good considering the min is 1k but the story is requiring more words from me but I really DON'T KNOW HOW TO SOLVE THE PROBLEMATIC(?) I'M DEALING WITH HERE. SO HELP. (and the mods say that you can't talk about the prompt that you chose and blah blah blah but let's just say that my prompt had NOTHING to do with reincarnation and somehow it ended up being about it? AHH), but PL. PL has more issues for me. It's the same that merlin_muses, I have an idea, a sort of middle, a sort of problem, but I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FIX IT AND COME TO A RESOLUTION AND HELP (and that's a problem that we can count regarless of the fact that I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO 30K THIS. Even though I can sort of build up and up Merlin's problem with his sexuality and Arthur's attempts to hit on him and the mad world of a publishing world THAT I HAVE NO IDEA OF. My God, I have no shame).
And then why don't we bring up the subject of me wanting reel_merlin to open because I have this massive plot based on Love Actually that I was actually thinking on using as my BB story, but then andiwould knocked some sense into me and said that I should wait (I don't even remember what she said, but she's been such a blessing to me akjbskdsk), which is what I am doing. INSTEAD OF WRITING. And then, I've always had this doubt, and maybe I should check it myself but whatever, but um, do you have to fill prompts for hs_merlin? Or can I just come up with something on my own? Because then I can use a stuffed idea I was supposed to write for PL (lol, I was just going to write everything for PL and I'm not even writing what I should be writing what is this what is my brain HELP ME DEER JESUS) (and MARIA. IF YOU'RE READING THIS. YES, THE FACEBOOK ONE) (pretty much because it wouldn't have to be that long and yeah akjbdkjdf) (and also because it would be better if they're younger OKAY IDEK) (for those of you who have no idea, I was attempting to write a Modern AU based around Facebook, in which Merlin is kinda desperate because he has never had a bf and decides that facebook-stalking people is a good idea and finds Gwaine and then sees that he liked a page that said something like "Dumbo ears are HAWT" or something stupid like that and knew it was "meant to be". Then, of course, shit happens and Arthur is very jealous because he's been Merlin's bff 5eva and thinks this facebook thing is madness but can't tell him how he feels, and in the meantime Merlin tries to go for Lance and then Percy and Leon and okay yes, KNIGHTS/MERLIN FTW and Arthur just loses it so he makes a fake account and tries to talk to Merlin over there and he has videogames pictures and an alias and everything and yeah THINGS WERE SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN) (AND I THINK IT WOULD BE BETTER IF IT WAS HIGH SCHOOL CENTERED I HAVE NO IDEA).
And as for life situations, I'm going to be on a small production of Jesuschrist Superstar this April 1st and 2nd, and I just kinda left rehearsals because I'm in the capital because parents dragged me have to SEE MY COSTUME UGH you see, we presented it last year and it was well recieved and all, and now they want us to do it again, but they're giving us new choreographs and they cutted songs and there's a new singing coach and we recorded the choruses and I WAS FREAKING OUT BECAUSE THERE WAS A MIC INFRONT OF MY MOUTH AND I HAD TO BE THE LAST ONE TO RECORD, OBVIOUSLY. But it was fun and cool and I really need to get back and do everything better because AHH. And then I have to like, do this documentary for my sociology class and I have to interview people and stuff and film places in my town AND I'M NOT THERE NOW HELP IT'S DUE TO APRIL 4TH HELP (and also I have to do a magazine because my teacher is crazy so yeah I'm not entirely free at all SO HELP HELP HELP AKJDDFSK)
I've been meaning to post something here for a while, but there's nothing particularly exciting that's going on that could be remotely considered important. (wow, what even was that sentence D: akjbdfksd) Thing is, I've been complaining like a maniac to basically everyone I meet now that I've had no time to write and this and that but the thing is, yes, I don't have time, but when I have it, I complain about not having time. So, it's a cycle, and I'm afraid it might never stop and it HAS TO. Because I have to write things!
And speaking of which, I'm so incredibly fucked because I not only have pledged to write in paperlegends (and complain about not being able to) but I'm also supposed to submit a fill for merlin-muses (and sign up for camelot-drabble while I'm at it, because I'm that stupid) and of course for CD I have time (but not really. They might be drabbles but they ain't easy akdbsfk), and m_m is building up a little bit (and I want to focus on it for a little bit now, because it's due April 22nd and HAHAHA I HAVE LIKE 2K) (which is good considering the min is 1k but the story is requiring more words from me but I really DON'T KNOW HOW TO SOLVE THE PROBLEMATIC(?) I'M DEALING WITH HERE. SO HELP. (and the mods say that you can't talk about the prompt that you chose and blah blah blah but let's just say that my prompt had NOTHING to do with reincarnation and somehow it ended up being about it? AHH), but PL. PL has more issues for me. It's the same that merlin_muses, I have an idea, a sort of middle, a sort of problem, but I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FIX IT AND COME TO A RESOLUTION AND HELP (and that's a problem that we can count regarless of the fact that I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO 30K THIS. Even though I can sort of build up and up Merlin's problem with his sexuality and Arthur's attempts to hit on him and the mad world of a publishing world THAT I HAVE NO IDEA OF. My God, I have no shame).
And then why don't we bring up the subject of me wanting reel_merlin to open because I have this massive plot based on Love Actually that I was actually thinking on using as my BB story, but then andiwould knocked some sense into me and said that I should wait (I don't even remember what she said, but she's been such a blessing to me akjbskdsk), which is what I am doing. INSTEAD OF WRITING. And then, I've always had this doubt, and maybe I should check it myself but whatever, but um, do you have to fill prompts for hs_merlin? Or can I just come up with something on my own? Because then I can use a stuffed idea I was supposed to write for PL (lol, I was just going to write everything for PL and I'm not even writing what I should be writing what is this what is my brain HELP ME DEER JESUS) (and MARIA. IF YOU'RE READING THIS. YES, THE FACEBOOK ONE) (pretty much because it wouldn't have to be that long and yeah akjbdkjdf) (and also because it would be better if they're younger OKAY IDEK) (for those of you who have no idea, I was attempting to write a Modern AU based around Facebook, in which Merlin is kinda desperate because he has never had a bf and decides that facebook-stalking people is a good idea and finds Gwaine and then sees that he liked a page that said something like "Dumbo ears are HAWT" or something stupid like that and knew it was "meant to be". Then, of course, shit happens and Arthur is very jealous because he's been Merlin's bff 5eva and thinks this facebook thing is madness but can't tell him how he feels, and in the meantime Merlin tries to go for Lance and then Percy and Leon and okay yes, KNIGHTS/MERLIN FTW and Arthur just loses it so he makes a fake account and tries to talk to Merlin over there and he has videogames pictures and an alias and everything and yeah THINGS WERE SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN) (AND I THINK IT WOULD BE BETTER IF IT WAS HIGH SCHOOL CENTERED I HAVE NO IDEA).
And as for life situations, I'm going to be on a small production of Jesuschrist Superstar this April 1st and 2nd, and I just kinda left rehearsals because I'm in the capital because parents dragged me have to SEE MY COSTUME UGH you see, we presented it last year and it was well recieved and all, and now they want us to do it again, but they're giving us new choreographs and they cutted songs and there's a new singing coach and we recorded the choruses and I WAS FREAKING OUT BECAUSE THERE WAS A MIC INFRONT OF MY MOUTH AND I HAD TO BE THE LAST ONE TO RECORD, OBVIOUSLY. But it was fun and cool and I really need to get back and do everything better because AHH. And then I have to like, do this documentary for my sociology class and I have to interview people and stuff and film places in my town AND I'M NOT THERE NOW HELP IT'S DUE TO APRIL 4TH HELP (and also I have to do a magazine because my teacher is crazy so yeah I'm not entirely free at all SO HELP HELP HELP AKJDDFSK)