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The end of vacation...eh. Responsibility starts again. I am not ready.
Although I am better then when I started, for sure. I needed that. A break. I needed to smile. And I did.
Hawaii, as you all know, was amazing!! Something I will never forget. I felt so at home there. It became a part of me. I used to live there many years ago, but too young to appreciate the magic of it...or at least I thought. As soon as I stepped off the plane, I remembered. I remembered why I cried when my dad made us leave. I remember how I just fit there and I forgot how that felt. The people ae so polite and genuinely friendly. So relaxed and laid-back, in a hurry to get nowhere. Now that I am older I will know to never let the memory of that feeling go again.
Yes I needed it. I remember how to smile again. Met some awesome people and forgot about some others. Breathe.
I am slowly coming down from that high...I am preparing myself for work and school then work and school. For drama and people. For fast-paced people and those who are out for themselves. I have put my guard back up and reluctantly dive back into reality...
Although I am better then when I started, for sure. I needed that. A break. I needed to smile. And I did.
Hawaii, as you all know, was amazing!! Something I will never forget. I felt so at home there. It became a part of me. I used to live there many years ago, but too young to appreciate the magic of it...or at least I thought. As soon as I stepped off the plane, I remembered. I remembered why I cried when my dad made us leave. I remember how I just fit there and I forgot how that felt. The people ae so polite and genuinely friendly. So relaxed and laid-back, in a hurry to get nowhere. Now that I am older I will know to never let the memory of that feeling go again.
Yes I needed it. I remember how to smile again. Met some awesome people and forgot about some others. Breathe.
I am slowly coming down from that high...I am preparing myself for work and school then work and school. For drama and people. For fast-paced people and those who are out for themselves. I have put my guard back up and reluctantly dive back into reality...