It's been a minute, huh???
Wow...I haven't updated in FOREVER...anyone miss me? lol jk
What's new in my life? A couple things actually.
1. I went to court. It really sucked. I was sick and he was there and so was that bitch who said she was going to kill me...yeah, that was fun. We didn't really get anywhere that day though, because he requested a lawyer...not that I blame him, I mean, who really wants to go to jail? But, either way, he requested a lawyer so they moved the court date again. Good news though, I guess the lawyer convinced him to plea because he plead GUILTY and will be sentenced on the ninth. I know that with a plea you usually get a lesser sentence, but he DOES have a prior D.V. conviction, so hopefully he'll get more than a slap on the wrist.
2. I have a boyfriend, his name is Jackie (but he goes by Pac...said pack, not like 2Pac). Well, I KIND of have a boyfriend. He's only called me twice in the last week and I saw him for an hour on Friday...so basically, he's fuckin up. Why do I put up with it? Hm...I'm not entirely sure, but I am definitely hung up on him or would have been done a while ago. Hes incredibly well intentioned, but that's about it...so I'm sure he MEANT to call...not that that really counts for anything. It's all good though, because I've decided that if he doesn't get ahold of me tonight (four days since the last time I've seen/heard from him) I will be going out with one of three very cute boys (not entirely sure WHICH one yet...but all things in good time). Meanwhile, when he DOES decide to call I'm going to say "You know what, this was a mistake. Nevermind." (CLICK) If he calls back, maybe we can talk, if he doesn't I'll be hurt but I think it's important that he understands that he can't do me like that. I know, I'm messed up...but admitting is the first step to recovery, right?
3. I FINALLY got my car back last Tuesday. It feels SOOOOOO good to have my own shit again. My car insurance, in my own name, is only like $100 a month...that's not TOO bad. Did I mention I'm thrilled to have my car back?
4. I have one new best friend (Val) and another good friend (Mandi). We all work at Meijer, but have connections outside of work...even though we didn't really start talking until we worked together. Val I've known like all my life, in fact, I was in love with her when I was four...I even named my baby doll after her (then forgot it at my auntie's house outside in the rain for four days and the head popped off...maybe we had a falling out?) She goes to school with me too...we carpool, in my car, which I am STILL thrilled about getting back. We are also planning to get an apartment together, hopefully by February...but we'll see. Mandi is a little less involved. She's friends with Jackie, I think she said she's known him since February, but I'm not entirely sure. Either way, we all get along really well...we're almost inseparable at work (and are FOREVER being yelled at for talking too much)...we have a lot in common.
5. I had my first customer complaint to a manager last night...I almost cried...I fucking hate people.
So basically, I work full time (35-38hrs a week), go to school full time (20hrs a week), do all my homework (10-15hrs a week), help my mom with the kids and the house, AND maintain a social life...don't worry though, I usually get at LEAST 20hrs of sleep a week.
What's new in my life? A couple things actually.
1. I went to court. It really sucked. I was sick and he was there and so was that bitch who said she was going to kill me...yeah, that was fun. We didn't really get anywhere that day though, because he requested a lawyer...not that I blame him, I mean, who really wants to go to jail? But, either way, he requested a lawyer so they moved the court date again. Good news though, I guess the lawyer convinced him to plea because he plead GUILTY and will be sentenced on the ninth. I know that with a plea you usually get a lesser sentence, but he DOES have a prior D.V. conviction, so hopefully he'll get more than a slap on the wrist.
2. I have a boyfriend, his name is Jackie (but he goes by Pac...said pack, not like 2Pac). Well, I KIND of have a boyfriend. He's only called me twice in the last week and I saw him for an hour on Friday...so basically, he's fuckin up. Why do I put up with it? Hm...I'm not entirely sure, but I am definitely hung up on him or would have been done a while ago. Hes incredibly well intentioned, but that's about it...so I'm sure he MEANT to call...not that that really counts for anything. It's all good though, because I've decided that if he doesn't get ahold of me tonight (four days since the last time I've seen/heard from him) I will be going out with one of three very cute boys (not entirely sure WHICH one yet...but all things in good time). Meanwhile, when he DOES decide to call I'm going to say "You know what, this was a mistake. Nevermind." (CLICK) If he calls back, maybe we can talk, if he doesn't I'll be hurt but I think it's important that he understands that he can't do me like that. I know, I'm messed up...but admitting is the first step to recovery, right?
3. I FINALLY got my car back last Tuesday. It feels SOOOOOO good to have my own shit again. My car insurance, in my own name, is only like $100 a month...that's not TOO bad. Did I mention I'm thrilled to have my car back?
4. I have one new best friend (Val) and another good friend (Mandi). We all work at Meijer, but have connections outside of work...even though we didn't really start talking until we worked together. Val I've known like all my life, in fact, I was in love with her when I was four...I even named my baby doll after her (then forgot it at my auntie's house outside in the rain for four days and the head popped off...maybe we had a falling out?) She goes to school with me too...we carpool, in my car, which I am STILL thrilled about getting back. We are also planning to get an apartment together, hopefully by February...but we'll see. Mandi is a little less involved. She's friends with Jackie, I think she said she's known him since February, but I'm not entirely sure. Either way, we all get along really well...we're almost inseparable at work (and are FOREVER being yelled at for talking too much)...we have a lot in common.
5. I had my first customer complaint to a manager last night...I almost cried...I fucking hate people.
So basically, I work full time (35-38hrs a week), go to school full time (20hrs a week), do all my homework (10-15hrs a week), help my mom with the kids and the house, AND maintain a social life...don't worry though, I usually get at LEAST 20hrs of sleep a week.