Stupid, stupid me...
Ok, I would like to clarify something. I had fun the other night, but not because I kissed people. I miss my boyfriend, well, ex-boyfriend. He's the only person I want to kiss, the only person I can imagine loving, the only person I want to be with. Unfortunately for me, I STILL have the incredibly bad habit of fucking everything up and I did it yet again. I did something so incredibly stupid that he will never want me again. I hate myself. I'm so stupid someone should shoot me and put the world out of my misery.