Aug 02, 2004 16:58
Last night Amithyst and i did a performance for the camp trans benefit at the hostel. We came up with the whole concept in like half an hour so it wasnt very well rehearsed or anything but it was still fun. She was teacher, I was student. There was live prostetic cocksucking, and i had my ass spanked with a paddle on stage. it was crazy for me to do that in front of people but im always up for being in the spotlight. The show all together was pretty intense. Flogging, candlewax, piercings, oh my....
Today i job hunted which i totally hate, i feel like im whoring myself to corporate america which in my opinion is way worse than whoring yourself to lonely buisnessmen. Im staying as upbeat, positive and relaxed as possible, i just dont want to go crawling back home on my hands and knees and end up in Tucson, the eternal hell. I was walking to the bus downtown today and i found $20 just sitting on the sidewalk, i couldnt believe it, ive never found that much money just randomly before. Of course i just chucked it up to my good karma.