scared
these pass few days have been hell! my mom has been bitchy and i have been having flashbacks of things i want to be for gotten. i just want to be heavily medicated and called insane before it actually happens i don't think i'll mind if it happens before. being separated from the world doesn't look that bad to me right now. man i wish i had friends i could call right now but ur all probably sleeping and not see this till tomorrow or later then that. joy.