Back to school ISN'T SO COOL!!!
Ever since I got here I've been nothing but miserable. I thought my family was gonna be a big problem but they are not EVEN close to what I'm about to tell you. Rather you understand is not the point. I just need to get it off my chest.
So when I started school, I was just expecting it to be like COM but with more people. I must be stubborn because rosy and my mom tried to explain to me about the campus but I guess I just wouldn't listen. I wanted to make my own acusations, just like everything I come acorss. IT was nothing but a BIG mistake. I really hate all of my classes and a lot of my teachers. I absolutly hate the people that attend here for they all stick their nosies in the air and want to think they are better then everyone and everything in the world.Question: Does any of it sound familar to you? Well if not, the anwser is simply this, IT'S JUST LIKE HIGHSCHOOL IF NOT WORSE!!!!! I cannot even believe that people like this really did exist. I just cant stand all the commotion and chaos. I guess I kinda expected it but even when you expect something like this it's still a big shock when you actually have to deal with it. Thats how I feel with all of this going on.
I've decided that this will be my first and last year here at Northwest Vista Community College in San Antonio and decided also that I will more then likly no longer stay here in San Antonio. A desicion has already been made as to where I'm considering. I just cant seem to find happiness here and happiness is my main prioity. As childish and EMo as it must sound, the only person that I have to worry about taking care of 24/7 is myself. So that's what I intend to do. Later on I will be posting where I'm decideing to go because I want to talk to a certain person first. You know who you are.
I've realized that alot of the people I thought were good friends to me have merly become nothing but a familar face. I want to expand my dreams and my goals and work towards something I never thought I would do. I still dont know what that it is but that's the beauty of it. I guess most people start off that way but unfortunatly for me I did not. My life has always been on a time schedule and for some reason I just felt that I had to stick with it. I was always afraid to break that rule. It was like I was bound to it or something of the other. But now, like a stupid corny jesus song I have found the way I want to go and thats to somewhere that I dont know. (Sorry, didn't mean to make it sound like Dr.Seus)
Well for now I'm gonna leave and soon I will make my post as to where I might be attending for those of you who are interasted to know. Until then, I hope everyone has a good day and Good Luck to you who are about to start school.
So when I started school, I was just expecting it to be like COM but with more people. I must be stubborn because rosy and my mom tried to explain to me about the campus but I guess I just wouldn't listen. I wanted to make my own acusations, just like everything I come acorss. IT was nothing but a BIG mistake. I really hate all of my classes and a lot of my teachers. I absolutly hate the people that attend here for they all stick their nosies in the air and want to think they are better then everyone and everything in the world.Question: Does any of it sound familar to you? Well if not, the anwser is simply this, IT'S JUST LIKE HIGHSCHOOL IF NOT WORSE!!!!! I cannot even believe that people like this really did exist. I just cant stand all the commotion and chaos. I guess I kinda expected it but even when you expect something like this it's still a big shock when you actually have to deal with it. Thats how I feel with all of this going on.
I've decided that this will be my first and last year here at Northwest Vista Community College in San Antonio and decided also that I will more then likly no longer stay here in San Antonio. A desicion has already been made as to where I'm considering. I just cant seem to find happiness here and happiness is my main prioity. As childish and EMo as it must sound, the only person that I have to worry about taking care of 24/7 is myself. So that's what I intend to do. Later on I will be posting where I'm decideing to go because I want to talk to a certain person first. You know who you are.
I've realized that alot of the people I thought were good friends to me have merly become nothing but a familar face. I want to expand my dreams and my goals and work towards something I never thought I would do. I still dont know what that it is but that's the beauty of it. I guess most people start off that way but unfortunatly for me I did not. My life has always been on a time schedule and for some reason I just felt that I had to stick with it. I was always afraid to break that rule. It was like I was bound to it or something of the other. But now, like a stupid corny jesus song I have found the way I want to go and thats to somewhere that I dont know. (Sorry, didn't mean to make it sound like Dr.Seus)
Well for now I'm gonna leave and soon I will make my post as to where I might be attending for those of you who are interasted to know. Until then, I hope everyone has a good day and Good Luck to you who are about to start school.