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Jul 12, 2003 02:18

- For the past hour she had been laying down along her bed and just thinking.. Her mind was wandering, from different thoughts back to others from within the past, to the present. She was happy now, They had decided to go there seperate ways, and go through with their divorce on civil terms because neither one of them had the time for each other, so why would she have the time now... Why was she even thinking like that. She stood up and walked over to the computer as she sat down at the desk. Crossing her right leg over her left she stared at the screen for a long moment.-

The past is history. The past should stay in the past. Am I correct in that matter? I think I am, but what happens if your mind cannot get off the past. I have been thinking about something, only recently. I know I shouldn't be but I cannot help myself. I guess that happens when you see someone who you have not seen in a few months.

- Eyebrows rose and furrowed together as she thought about what else to say, she didn't want to write anything big just in case Brad came across this. She didn't want him to put two and two together, but she needed to get this all out.-

I guess these are just feelings that I am feeling from the shock of coming across that said person. You know? Maybe it will jut go away and things will be alright again. It's odd, it was like I had butterflies in my stomach. But it was nice to see someone who I was once so close to, and be civil. I am not too civil with Tate anymore... So what I am trying to say is... It was nice to see you Brad.. And I honestly mean that.

- She smiled as she was glad she got that out, hazel eyes closing as she tilted her head backwards and than forward again as she thought again, she had so many thoughts running through her head right than. A hand was raised towards the side as she began rubbing her temples gently as she thought to herself Jennifer snap out of this -

Today was an easy day, I didn't have much to do.. I just hung around home, went for a walk, and it was nice. Tomorrow I have an interview and a photo shoot. So it will be a bit more hectic, but I don't mind. I spoke to a few new people today and it was nice, it's funny how so many talented people, admire me, as much as I admire them. It's nice to know. And I really am looking forward to speaking with more.

- She than moved her mouse twoards update as she flicked her radio on and ironically the song that came on was Aaliyah, Missing You. Perfect song for her mood.-
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