Sometimes you wonder Just how much I care
so ... I know some things I do and say but mostly do aren't very much like me lately.
Honestly though what do you want me to do about it. I can't help the way I feel and even if it is wrong I can't stop my heart ( as lame as it sounds ) from feeling this way. I Adore him ... I love everything about him... his smile his laugh the way he held me while I cried... the way he looks right into my eyes when he says he loves me. He's wonderful and caring and everything I need right now. He's not a comitment that I can't handle OR some girl who's going to break my heart. He makes my heart beat faster and slower within seconds of eachother... sometimes I can't even speak when he's around and other time I can't stop. He's so safe and funny and can make me smile with even the slightest look. He really enjoys my conversation and takes me seriously as a young woman... he finds my goals interesting and worth-while. I can talk to him about anything almost anytime. When were talking he pushes the hair out of my face and tells me I shouldn't hide such striking eyes. He words the simplest things as if he himself is a poet and the whole world should talk in verse. **** is everything A torn up girl needs to bulid her self image back up ... and that's whats happening ... he makes me feel loved and wanted and needed
Were not getting together or married or having a family together ... were just having fun and making eachother happy.
I can't See how my relationship with him is wrong...
I haven't been this happy since Connie came home from canada and Held me in her arms and Kissed me and said she missed me ... And I knew it was real, she meant it... and I knew she had my heart.
I just want to be cared about.
Honestly though what do you want me to do about it. I can't help the way I feel and even if it is wrong I can't stop my heart ( as lame as it sounds ) from feeling this way. I Adore him ... I love everything about him... his smile his laugh the way he held me while I cried... the way he looks right into my eyes when he says he loves me. He's wonderful and caring and everything I need right now. He's not a comitment that I can't handle OR some girl who's going to break my heart. He makes my heart beat faster and slower within seconds of eachother... sometimes I can't even speak when he's around and other time I can't stop. He's so safe and funny and can make me smile with even the slightest look. He really enjoys my conversation and takes me seriously as a young woman... he finds my goals interesting and worth-while. I can talk to him about anything almost anytime. When were talking he pushes the hair out of my face and tells me I shouldn't hide such striking eyes. He words the simplest things as if he himself is a poet and the whole world should talk in verse. **** is everything A torn up girl needs to bulid her self image back up ... and that's whats happening ... he makes me feel loved and wanted and needed
Were not getting together or married or having a family together ... were just having fun and making eachother happy.
I can't See how my relationship with him is wrong...
I haven't been this happy since Connie came home from canada and Held me in her arms and Kissed me and said she missed me ... And I knew it was real, she meant it... and I knew she had my heart.
I just want to be cared about.