body war
i'm really sick. and i'm really pissed off about it.
this is - i swear - the third show in a row that i've had scheduled and something like this has happened. i was sick, then it was a last minute surgery, now i feel like someone has shoved a hot poker in my throat and there's a cat scratching at my tonsils. i went in on saturday and the doctor for SOME reason didn't do a rapid test so i have to wait til today or tomorrow to find out whether or not the antibiotics are going to help. this is ridiculous. i'm supposed to play tomorrow night. ugh.
i can't cancel. i mean, i would feel so horrible for it because i've had to do it twice before at the last minute, and stuck him (the bartender/scheduler/etc) with an empty slot to fill. i know i can't cancel, but how the hell am i supposed to sing tomorrow? even if i am feeling better, how am i supposed to rehearse the damn songs!!??
i'm now at war with my body. full out war. i'm going to stop giving it the meds it needs until it learns its lesson. it can't keep interfering with my life this way!! this is such bullshit i can't stand it.
this is - i swear - the third show in a row that i've had scheduled and something like this has happened. i was sick, then it was a last minute surgery, now i feel like someone has shoved a hot poker in my throat and there's a cat scratching at my tonsils. i went in on saturday and the doctor for SOME reason didn't do a rapid test so i have to wait til today or tomorrow to find out whether or not the antibiotics are going to help. this is ridiculous. i'm supposed to play tomorrow night. ugh.
i can't cancel. i mean, i would feel so horrible for it because i've had to do it twice before at the last minute, and stuck him (the bartender/scheduler/etc) with an empty slot to fill. i know i can't cancel, but how the hell am i supposed to sing tomorrow? even if i am feeling better, how am i supposed to rehearse the damn songs!!??
i'm now at war with my body. full out war. i'm going to stop giving it the meds it needs until it learns its lesson. it can't keep interfering with my life this way!! this is such bullshit i can't stand it.