Oct 06, 2005 23:11
i haven't slept in a week. my dog is really sick and that just about kills me even though there's nothing i could have done. the cat peed on my bed. again. cuz the grandfather let him out of his room and i knew it was gonna happen which is why i put him there, and told everyone not to let him out but the grandfather did it anyway. another night doing laundry and having no sheets. yay me. i'm sick of bitchy people at work that are idiots beyond believability.
but beyond all the crap going on. the fires, the work, the sick animals, the irritating grandfather and worrying grandmother, the random power outages, the injuries i keep getting from god knows what............. all i want??? is sleep.
i took heavy shit tonite. if it doesn't knokck me out... i'm having my uncle hit me with a hammer in the hopes that i sleep for a month. in fact. i love medicien. i love this century for at least the fact that we have things that can knock me on my ass so i can sleep . it's exciting. i'm all excited at the fact that i'm slowly passing out. while i'm doing so, on the news is another fire at a building. they are poring water on it. that sounds like it's a candle. hahaha. they are dumping? shoot? spraying? i dunno... but there's a big hose showering it with a strong stream of water and the way the flame meets the water... it looks like the water is on fire. weird. funky. hmmm. okay then. i'm rambling and my brain is going mooshy with narcotics. YAY ME!!!!
i'm sleeping now. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. wake me and die. i'll use you for a snooze button. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz