4 > 18
Yes, apparently that's true. Thanks pa for making me realize that. I know it's not the fault of the child to be born on the same day I was. But, I want to be treated like a princess on that day. It's okay if you do that to me next year...when I'm 19 or when I'm 20. But please, not this year. I don't know why 18 is such a big deal for me. Maybe it just is? IS IT? I mean, I haven't been spending the past birthdays as I wanted them to be. JUST THIS ONE FREAKIN' DAY OF MY WHOLE FREAKIN' LIFE! Guess I'm not getting that wish then.
I also hate the fact that it falls on stupid exam days. Thank you school for being a bitch planning the effin' exams to be on the same week as that day. GREAAAAAT. I'm starting to think birthdays aren't as happy anymore. Well, that's been happening to me for the past few years. Not expecting anything anymore. On saturday, I'm gonna be in school in the morning. Then, maybe I'll stay at home for the rest of the day. PATHETIC. But, I guess that's how it's gonna be...like the rest of the other days of the year.
END OF RANT.