The doctor and other stuff
Now before I give expressing my feelings on last night episode of Supernatural a try *deep calming sigh* I should tell you about my real life crap.
The doctor gave me some meds. I have to take one capsule a day. He thinks it can be two things. Either something is wrong with my stomach (not serious, but I was too slow/tired/stupid to absorb what he was saying. I think he was talking about a stomach bug. Or it can be a virus. So I have to go to the hospital tomorrow, for a blood test. I barely made it home before I started sobbing again. Firstly I don't want to go to the hospital. Last time I was there my grandpa was dying.
Secondly, I hate giving blood. I almost go into hysterics at the sight of real life blood. I never once stole a glance at my tattoo being done. And I think there's a distinct difference between tattoo needles and hospital needles.
Thirdly, I am positively terrified they will find something dreadful in my blood. Which probably has something to do with my firstly.
Ok. No freaking out.
well. first try. Possibly one of the worst things I ever saw. Now don't get me wrong. it was a great episode. acting was amazing. things looked good. But I haven't cried like this over something on my screen... ever. I think. It's a close tie with the whole AHBL thing but I still have to say that this one takes the cake.
The crying started during "the road so far", then there was the hellhounds thing, then "you're not gonna go to hell. I'm not gonna let you. I swear." Then there was Dean's speech about weaks spots and not being martyrs, which I missed half of cause I was crying again. Partly cause of the music they were playing, the music they really like to play while they're breaking my heart.
Then the real big crying waterfall started with the "I'm not gonna let you go to hell - yes you are" and I didn't stop until well after the episode was over. There was one particularly bad moment, when Dean was being torn up by the hellhounds and Sam couldn't do anything and it was just so horrible (and there I go), that was without a doubt the worst cry of the ep. I still can't really talk about details of that scene. I did think about it today though and I think it's horrific that Dean died like that, thinking that Lilith was just gonna kill Sam too.
Course there were better parts. I even laughed at couple of times, albeit strained. Not too much has registered though. I liked Bobby's comment about family not ending with blood. I liked Dean hitting Ruby and getting the knife from her.
And I remember that girl Lilith was totally and utterly creepy.
hmm, that's about all I can come up with now.
You actually had to live with this for an entire summer? Wow, I'm glad I'm not facing that. Can it be Sunday now, please?
I want a nice promo to get me out my slump but I can only find a crappy one with no new material at all. bleh.
The doctor gave me some meds. I have to take one capsule a day. He thinks it can be two things. Either something is wrong with my stomach (not serious, but I was too slow/tired/stupid to absorb what he was saying. I think he was talking about a stomach bug. Or it can be a virus. So I have to go to the hospital tomorrow, for a blood test. I barely made it home before I started sobbing again. Firstly I don't want to go to the hospital. Last time I was there my grandpa was dying.
Secondly, I hate giving blood. I almost go into hysterics at the sight of real life blood. I never once stole a glance at my tattoo being done. And I think there's a distinct difference between tattoo needles and hospital needles.
Thirdly, I am positively terrified they will find something dreadful in my blood. Which probably has something to do with my firstly.
Ok. No freaking out.
well. first try. Possibly one of the worst things I ever saw. Now don't get me wrong. it was a great episode. acting was amazing. things looked good. But I haven't cried like this over something on my screen... ever. I think. It's a close tie with the whole AHBL thing but I still have to say that this one takes the cake.
The crying started during "the road so far", then there was the hellhounds thing, then "you're not gonna go to hell. I'm not gonna let you. I swear." Then there was Dean's speech about weaks spots and not being martyrs, which I missed half of cause I was crying again. Partly cause of the music they were playing, the music they really like to play while they're breaking my heart.
Then the real big crying waterfall started with the "I'm not gonna let you go to hell - yes you are" and I didn't stop until well after the episode was over. There was one particularly bad moment, when Dean was being torn up by the hellhounds and Sam couldn't do anything and it was just so horrible (and there I go), that was without a doubt the worst cry of the ep. I still can't really talk about details of that scene. I did think about it today though and I think it's horrific that Dean died like that, thinking that Lilith was just gonna kill Sam too.
Course there were better parts. I even laughed at couple of times, albeit strained. Not too much has registered though. I liked Bobby's comment about family not ending with blood. I liked Dean hitting Ruby and getting the knife from her.
And I remember that girl Lilith was totally and utterly creepy.
hmm, that's about all I can come up with now.
You actually had to live with this for an entire summer? Wow, I'm glad I'm not facing that. Can it be Sunday now, please?
I want a nice promo to get me out my slump but I can only find a crappy one with no new material at all. bleh.