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Too many thoughts in my head... (>_<)
Usually helps me when I write about it but this time I don't think it's safe to say too much. This is driving me crazy!
I want to runaway, as ALWAYS, like the perfect coward that I am.
Just shut everything inside of me and keep acting like there's nothing wrong... and after years of practice I'm really good at it so I'm sure I'll be fine soon!!
But right now I feel so needy... I want to see my friends, all of them together if possible... to do anything and just have fun.
I wanna go somewhere nice... somewhere different or even somewhere where I've been before, as long as it's far enough from here.
But you know what? I'm sleepy, with a killing headache and without a single drop of alcohol to drink... I'll come back some other day... hopefully already feeling better!