Nov 10, 2004 15:46
::sighs:: It's finally over. It seems as though I've lost the battle and the war. Yoshi (Roshni) and I are no longer friends, yet the reason is unknown. Everything was fine until this week..she started avoiding me. On Monday I asked her if I had done something, she just shook her head no. I asked her again yesterday, and her answer completely changed. She supposedly doesn't remember what it was..
Me: Can I ask you a question? Then I won't bother you anymore..
Yoshi: well 1st of all
Yoshi: did u block me?
Me: No, I used the eye thing (invisible AIM status)
Me: I don't block people
Yoshi: i was just thinking about u cuz i IM'ed kiana
Me: Better? (I signed on)
Yoshi: sure
Me: I just wanna know if I did something to upset you at all..'cause since Monday you've kinda avoided me, and I feel like crap since I dunno what I did
Me: So whatever it is I did, I'm sorry
Yoshi: ok
Me: So..did I do something?
Yoshi: idk
Yoshi: did u?
Yoshi: im not sure
Yoshi: im not saying that in a mean
Yoshi: way
Yoshi: i really mean it
Yoshi: idk if u did
Me: Well, you just seemed to act different towards me this week, and I thought I did/said something to make you mad at me..
Yoshi: maybe
Yoshi: but i dont remember
Yoshi: cuz i remember being mad on friday
Me: The only thing I did on Friday that could make you mad at me is talk to Nik on the phone..?
Yoshi: yea maybe
Yoshi: but wutever
Yoshi: but i wont be sitting in the child care room anymore
Me: Can I ask you one more question? ...
Yoshi: ?
Me: Do you want me to..not talk to you anymore? Honestly? 'Cause if I annoy you or something, I'd like to know..I won't take any offense
Me: I just don't want to make you mad is all
[EDIT: I removed some of the convo here that has no relevance to this]
Me: Do you forgive me for whatever it is I've done? I could make it up to you, if you'd like..I'll do something..I dunno what, but..I'll make up for what I did to make you mad
Yoshi: k
[EDIT: I removed some of the convo here that has no relevance to this]
She has failed to do that last part, still talk to me..I wish I knew what I did, she could at least give me a valid reason for not wanting to be my friend anymore.
Why me? ::shakes head:: . . . . . . . . . .