Feb 19, 2004 10:31
Yesterday, I received a letter from my lawyer, informing me of when my court hearing is for my dissolution. I want to frame that letter. It brought me great joy to know that closure is closer than I had originally thought.
I have the emotional closure that I craved. I just need the closure to come full-circle. I want all the i's dotted and t's crossed.
I called the local Rabbi to set a date and time for the Get. Much to my dismay, he remembered my biological father. I haven't been able to fully figure out why that bothers me. Am I ashamed? Did I somehow fail? In my heart, I know I did not fail. I am succeeding in so many ways. I am revisiting my goals, and achieving them. I am not tied down in something in which I do not want to be a part.
I guess I have some questions to answer for myself. I need to figure out the root of what is bothering me.