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i want to change all of this. i think for the next several years i will devote myself to doing exactly that. that will be my objective. everything else, whatever job i land, whatever i become, wherever i end up will be perquisite. i'm fearful that a year from now, i'll read this and laugh because i'll be writing another journal entry about how shitty i feel, in the same room, same clothes strewn about the floor, dreading something or another ...please don't let that happen.