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i have a profound fear of pushing people too far. i have a sick almost perverted desire to see people at their most vulnerable, their most upset, their worst, their most ugly, their most embarrassed, their most un-dignified.
because it disgusts me.
it disgust me that it does disgust me.
i feel like such a monster.
it scares me that i could be fascinated by it.
because it disgusts me.
it disgust me that it does disgust me.
i feel like such a monster.
it scares me that i could be fascinated by it.