shoot meness
Last night was one of those nights:
-where I got pulled over for the first time (after working all damn day) b/c my headlight went out sometime that day.
Today is one of those days:
-where I was 5 minutes late to my interview (I hate being late for stuff like that)
-where the interview only lasted 3 minutes b/c the minute I said I can't work weekends she was no longer interested
-where I spent $20 on new earrings and a cute headband b/c I was in that cliche girly-sad-I-must-buy-things mood
-where I applied to Victoria's Secret even though I don't want to work there and they probably won't hire me anyways
-where I drove around Albany for an hour in order to figure out how to get my ticket dropped
-where after driving around Albany for an hour I found a cop, got him to inspect my car, found the traffic court appreals and was told I have to mail it in b/c tickets take a week to process
-where I am going to be out of a lot of money, and that makes me die inside
-where I forgot to go to Verizon to talk to someone about my phone while I'm in Ireland
It's my "day off". -_-
And all I can do is sit here and think about everything that still has to be done. I have to download some software for Maria's computer, I HAVE to clean my room and dust and vacuum and shit, I have to apply for a work VISA which I can't afford, and I have to go to my parents for laundry and shit. Maybe I'll skip out on my parents. But I probably won't.
I haven't had more than one day off in so long. I haven't had a relaxing full day off in 2 weeks. I just feel so burnt out and so depressed as if there's no rest for the weary.
I'm not allowed time off. But I'm not paid nearly enough for that to be ok.
-where I got pulled over for the first time (after working all damn day) b/c my headlight went out sometime that day.
Today is one of those days:
-where I was 5 minutes late to my interview (I hate being late for stuff like that)
-where the interview only lasted 3 minutes b/c the minute I said I can't work weekends she was no longer interested
-where I spent $20 on new earrings and a cute headband b/c I was in that cliche girly-sad-I-must-buy-things mood
-where I applied to Victoria's Secret even though I don't want to work there and they probably won't hire me anyways
-where I drove around Albany for an hour in order to figure out how to get my ticket dropped
-where after driving around Albany for an hour I found a cop, got him to inspect my car, found the traffic court appreals and was told I have to mail it in b/c tickets take a week to process
-where I am going to be out of a lot of money, and that makes me die inside
-where I forgot to go to Verizon to talk to someone about my phone while I'm in Ireland
It's my "day off". -_-
And all I can do is sit here and think about everything that still has to be done. I have to download some software for Maria's computer, I HAVE to clean my room and dust and vacuum and shit, I have to apply for a work VISA which I can't afford, and I have to go to my parents for laundry and shit. Maybe I'll skip out on my parents. But I probably won't.
I haven't had more than one day off in so long. I haven't had a relaxing full day off in 2 weeks. I just feel so burnt out and so depressed as if there's no rest for the weary.
I'm not allowed time off. But I'm not paid nearly enough for that to be ok.