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Ok, so I'm sick and I feel like shit, I want to go home so I can be taken care of and I won't have to do stupid homework anymore.
Random stuff: I have met some awesome people who I love hanging out with, the international students, no big surprise there :)
I am tired of liking someone who likes me only as a freind, I wish I didn't like him, it would be so much easier. Blah, life sucks sometimes but I would never give it up for the world. all the good makes up for the bad.......sometimes :)
Last night I didn't fall asleep until like 5 in the morning even though I went to bed at 10, I dunno I was hot, then cold and I couldn't shut my brain off, maybe it was wored to my computer cause it too was acting up last night. weird.
I didn't go to philososphy class today cause I needed sleep, I did go to Spanish cause she shrewd and probably would have given a pop quiz or something, I think I actualy learned in class today though, sometimes we just go over stuff that we've done....
I am sitting at my desk right now, sipping tea and trying to will myself to get better so I can finish my homework tomorrow, plus I have Spanish lab and a bunch more stuff to do, I don't have time to be sick!!!!!!!!
I miss people but Im happy, its 5th week at College and we only have like till 10th week for real classes and then I have one exam and a presentation on the 11th week, then Im homebound!!!!!! I never thought I would miss it, I guess being in one place has grown on me more than I realized.
Did I mention that I have made some awesome friends here? yeah! the only downside is my "best" friends are all international students and are only here for a year. But hey, Im enjoying it while I can!!! hehe, ooo I had an interview for the coffee shop job that will open up in the library in Jan. I hope I get it, it would be awesome, so much more my style! We'll see. hmmmm I did better on my spanish exam than last time, still not as good as I know I can do but at lest if Im improving! I'll find out how I did on my first "real" paper and also on my philosophy exam on Wed. hmmmm, Im scared. Oh well I guess Im still getting used to the whole school thing, Im really not used to grades and exams, I will ace them in later years though!!!!
ooooo ok, so I might be going, I have to apply in March, to do a semester on the border between Mexico and USA,!!! hehe, I dunno, it would mean I couldn't go to camp as a junior staff, and I would be coming a quarter later to K, I wouldn't really get a Xmas vacation and it costs more money, plus I could only go on study abroad for 6 mo. hmm it would be awesome though. thats what I want to study, border issues and stuff, plus it would help my spanish and I could go to 2 different places for studying........I dunno, it'll be a while, I have time to decide.
What else, hmmmmm well, yeah times going, I have work to do and its all good.......whatever, Im trying to figure out how I can go down to disney world for spring break with my friends!!!!!!! hehe, twould be awesome!!! and Im also trying to convince them to come and stay with me at the end of the year before they go back home, I hope so!
ok, thats it for now, I need to go read (not for school, even though I should) and then sleep so I can be productive tomorrow!!!
Random stuff: I have met some awesome people who I love hanging out with, the international students, no big surprise there :)
I am tired of liking someone who likes me only as a freind, I wish I didn't like him, it would be so much easier. Blah, life sucks sometimes but I would never give it up for the world. all the good makes up for the bad.......sometimes :)
Last night I didn't fall asleep until like 5 in the morning even though I went to bed at 10, I dunno I was hot, then cold and I couldn't shut my brain off, maybe it was wored to my computer cause it too was acting up last night. weird.
I didn't go to philososphy class today cause I needed sleep, I did go to Spanish cause she shrewd and probably would have given a pop quiz or something, I think I actualy learned in class today though, sometimes we just go over stuff that we've done....
I am sitting at my desk right now, sipping tea and trying to will myself to get better so I can finish my homework tomorrow, plus I have Spanish lab and a bunch more stuff to do, I don't have time to be sick!!!!!!!!
I miss people but Im happy, its 5th week at College and we only have like till 10th week for real classes and then I have one exam and a presentation on the 11th week, then Im homebound!!!!!! I never thought I would miss it, I guess being in one place has grown on me more than I realized.
Did I mention that I have made some awesome friends here? yeah! the only downside is my "best" friends are all international students and are only here for a year. But hey, Im enjoying it while I can!!! hehe, ooo I had an interview for the coffee shop job that will open up in the library in Jan. I hope I get it, it would be awesome, so much more my style! We'll see. hmmmm I did better on my spanish exam than last time, still not as good as I know I can do but at lest if Im improving! I'll find out how I did on my first "real" paper and also on my philosophy exam on Wed. hmmmm, Im scared. Oh well I guess Im still getting used to the whole school thing, Im really not used to grades and exams, I will ace them in later years though!!!!
ooooo ok, so I might be going, I have to apply in March, to do a semester on the border between Mexico and USA,!!! hehe, I dunno, it would mean I couldn't go to camp as a junior staff, and I would be coming a quarter later to K, I wouldn't really get a Xmas vacation and it costs more money, plus I could only go on study abroad for 6 mo. hmm it would be awesome though. thats what I want to study, border issues and stuff, plus it would help my spanish and I could go to 2 different places for studying........I dunno, it'll be a while, I have time to decide.
What else, hmmmmm well, yeah times going, I have work to do and its all good.......whatever, Im trying to figure out how I can go down to disney world for spring break with my friends!!!!!!! hehe, twould be awesome!!! and Im also trying to convince them to come and stay with me at the end of the year before they go back home, I hope so!
ok, thats it for now, I need to go read (not for school, even though I should) and then sleep so I can be productive tomorrow!!!