HOME
I'm home. It's not weird, I don't want to be one of those people that complain about home not feeling like home and "how weird" it is to be home.
No, but I will admit that it is different. this place is still my home, it doesnt change, and Im very happy to be back.
I think its strange because somehow, its not life anymore. things have changed, people grow, everything goes on. It doesn't depend on me being here, and I feel like I have really started my life somewhere else, and yet I come here still for vacations.
Life doesn't ever slow down. I'm getting to see my best brazilian boy tonight, so that will be good. One of my best friends is moving to Costa Rica today, if that doesnt top of the strangeness. I worked at my old job this morning, and tomorrow I am going to my other newer older job. Im realizing that I am only here for a month, there is so much cathing up I want to do, and yet I can't soo, I'll have to say goodbye again.
I'll be happy to go see my school friends again but I am sick to death of being heartrenchingly pulled in every direction by my friends. It's at times like these that I wish I was a hermit and stayed in one place (not really)
I'm excited and Im loving it, having a car again is awesome, it was a bit wierd not having anything to read or a paper to write or homework, Im actually bored when Im not working, its just a change from what the last few months have been.
I've been thinking a lot about what I want to do with my life, I'm really considering going to law school after K, I mean not for real yet cause I haven't told anyone but complete strangers or my closest friends (does that make sense?) I'm not ready to explain why I want to become a lwayer, Im not really sure what I would do with a degree like that, but it is in the back of my mind. We'll see.
I want the clock to fast forward right now, I have to wait for my bbb friend to get off of work, I'm gonna go and wait in his room for him to come back. I can't wait, I have missed hime so much. have I mentioned that it is really good to be back? it is, I'm happy, but I'm still impatient to continue on finding and learning about what I want to do with my life. Ok, well I should probably get going, so much to do, so many people, so little time!
No, but I will admit that it is different. this place is still my home, it doesnt change, and Im very happy to be back.
I think its strange because somehow, its not life anymore. things have changed, people grow, everything goes on. It doesn't depend on me being here, and I feel like I have really started my life somewhere else, and yet I come here still for vacations.
Life doesn't ever slow down. I'm getting to see my best brazilian boy tonight, so that will be good. One of my best friends is moving to Costa Rica today, if that doesnt top of the strangeness. I worked at my old job this morning, and tomorrow I am going to my other newer older job. Im realizing that I am only here for a month, there is so much cathing up I want to do, and yet I can't soo, I'll have to say goodbye again.
I'll be happy to go see my school friends again but I am sick to death of being heartrenchingly pulled in every direction by my friends. It's at times like these that I wish I was a hermit and stayed in one place (not really)
I'm excited and Im loving it, having a car again is awesome, it was a bit wierd not having anything to read or a paper to write or homework, Im actually bored when Im not working, its just a change from what the last few months have been.
I've been thinking a lot about what I want to do with my life, I'm really considering going to law school after K, I mean not for real yet cause I haven't told anyone but complete strangers or my closest friends (does that make sense?) I'm not ready to explain why I want to become a lwayer, Im not really sure what I would do with a degree like that, but it is in the back of my mind. We'll see.
I want the clock to fast forward right now, I have to wait for my bbb friend to get off of work, I'm gonna go and wait in his room for him to come back. I can't wait, I have missed hime so much. have I mentioned that it is really good to be back? it is, I'm happy, but I'm still impatient to continue on finding and learning about what I want to do with my life. Ok, well I should probably get going, so much to do, so many people, so little time!