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So. Maybe im just meant to be single. I cant seem to find any guy that wants to be anything more than friends. And it sux bc all i wanna do is date ppl and find the right guy but its been over 5 years and i havent had one date with anyone. My god! What is it about me that turns guys off? I thought that it was bc of my weight, bc i know that i have a great personality and i have a pretty face. But i look around and see women who look like butt and are over 700 pounds with husbands or boyfriends...
WHAT THE FUCK! WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO BESIDES BEING MYSELF! I THOUGHT THAT WAS WHAT IT WAS ALL ABOUT! When is it my turn to have someone i can talk to and be happy with. To fight with. To be able to yell the worst thigs to and he will still be there at the end of it.
Someone needs to tell me soon or i will end up having a nervouse breakdown.
Btw, i know i dont need a fucking man in my life to make me happy! Its been 5 fucking years of lonely and i want to be in a relationship again....
FUCK!
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