Jul 29, 2011 13:25
They were both Nobodies. They weren’t meant to exist. They didn’t have Hearts. But they felt something for each other. They wanted to create a life together.
Roxas wanted to fight for the life he wanted with her.
Namine knew though, that Sora needed Roxas, and Kairi needed her. She wanted to fix the damage she had done. Even if it meant losing him. She was a Nobody. The decision shouldn’t have hurt so much. But it did.
Roxas would argue with her. Say that they didn’t have to go back to their true selves. They should stay together and be happy.
Namine would tell him that she wished that it was that simple. She wished that they could be together. But it just wasn’t meant to be.
Roxas almost hated her for saying such things. But he loved her, and vowed to himself that he wouldn’t let it happen. He’d change her mind somehow. He’d save them.
It actually made Namine angry to see him fight it so hard. It would make it hurt that much more when it finally happened if he kept up this way. It would be so much easier and less painful if he’d just accept it like she had. But then, if that were true, shouldn’t it hurt less for her as well? It didn’t seem that way.
They would be happy together. They would have fun. Then they would be angry at each other. They would fight. They were in Love. It had good moments and bad. Sometimes the feelings could go together, on the nights when words, loving and angry, just weren’t enough. It was considered an act of love, but it works just as well as a stress relief during a particularly heated argument. And a way of showing that even though they disagree, they still wanted to be together.
Roxas saw it as proof that he was right, that Namine did want to be with him forever.
Namine did want to be with him, but knew that she only had so much time to do so. She wanted to make the most of the time she had left with him. Even if they did argue a lot. She wouldn’t let that get in the way.
He cherished their time together. More and more every day. He never wanted it to end.
She would tell him that it couldn’t go on like this. They were just prolonging the inevitable. This would be the last time.
They would both be wrong.
It would end one day. They just didn’t know when. But it loomed over their minds constantly.
It wouldn’t be the last time. There was no helping it. Neither of them could resist the other.
He lost his friends. One by one. It only made him that much more determined to be with her. To never let her go.
A part of her wished that he could remember. That he could know that all of it was her fault. Then maybe he would hate her. Maybe he would give up on her. And it would all end. She would find herself crying every time she thought it.
His memory had been altered so much. He’d lost the memories of his best friends. He lost his memories of his time at the Organization. But he never forgot her.
She was at fault for everything. All the bad things that had happened to them. They could all be traced back to her. She wished that she could forget the things she had done. But the only one capable of making her forget was him. Because when they were together, everything else seemed to disappear.
Sora was ready to wake up. And Roxas was still fighting. Namine knew there was only one way to get him to Sora.
She would spend one last night with him. She would try to make it perfect, but at the same time she would tell him, “This will be the last time” and he would smile saying, “You always say that.”
But this time it was the truth.
When morning came, Roxas found himself alone. He looked for her, but when he finally found her it was already too late. He could sense her inside of Kairi and knew what she had done. He wandered, broken, for a while, before his anger overtook him. This was all Sora’s fault. The reason they “existed” in the first place. The reason they had to give it up. He would make him pay. He would go to the place Sora was sleeping and take what should have been his. The life he had earned.
But Sora would awaken before he would get the chance.
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There's another one on the way. A DR fic this time, so you know it'll be fail. XD