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children of bodom and amon amarth is tomorrow! i can't wait... i wanna get raped by vikings!! mwahhaaa
today, my family went to the cemetary and upstate to visit family. the cemetary was in Valhalla, NY. great.
i've been kinda talking to this kid will lately. he's from illinois. i know its bad to "meet people from myspace" haha but..he's really really cute. and he was in NYC yesterday with his parents doing touristy things. actually, he was in NY to look at colleges.. (that makes this even worse lol) but i had dinner with him and his parents and took them around the city. it was real nice. i met up with him at south street seaport. the sun was practically down and the sky was a beautiful navy blue. the lights on the sailships were on, as well as all the christmas decorations. it was kinda romantic, i gotta say, meeting him by the water. ^_^
he's looking to get into Kings Point Military academy.. i hope he gets in! i'd love to see him again. he was so goodlooking lol and SO tall. he's 6'4" and has humonguoussss hands. hahaha
these past two weeks have literally been the most stressful i've had in a while, basically because of school. sophomore year in advertising is nothing like my first year. last night was the first in two weeks i got REAL sleep. like, not putting my head down for an hour or two and guzzling coffee, but like...a good 12-13 hours straight. it was amazing.
the only other two breaks i've had were going to smithtown for mikes' and lauren's birthdays. when i went to visit mike, he picked me up, bought me checker;'s and hammerfall's new album. he bought me pizza afterwards, and drove me all the way home to chinatown from smithtown. and it was his birthday lol. he is too good to me. last weekend, stayed over at laurens! cassie, mike and her friend danielle slept over too. lauren made me play guitar hero....it was really hard, but fun!!! hahaha i have no hand eye coordination, it has been confirmed lol i feel bad because i left her present at home, and then my parents had to pick me up really early the next day.. good thing winter break is just a few days away... i can't wait to see everyone!
let's see.. what else happened? um, Blind guardian was two weeks ago. they put on a goodshow, but i didnt enjoy it as much as i hoped. THEY DIDNT PLAY MAJESTY. SOOOOOO UPSET. we met hansi before the show, and he said he wasnt sure if they would play it or not. then, waiting for them, saw that it was on the setlist. and then they DIDNT PLAY it. afterwards, hansi said that they didnt feellike it. that crushed me. killed me. i LOVE their first two albums so much, and all they played was Valhalla. bbooo... that, and the crowd was terrible. SO many crowdsurfers, one literally got thrown to the ground by my friends Ernie and Joe who me and alyssa were standing between. it was probably the highlight of my night. there were even hardcore dancers there! ridiculous! i met up with cassie afterwards, it was almost impossible during the show because it was so crowded. i made quite a few new friends at that show, it was nice.
two days before that was the cattle decapitation and goatwhore show. interestingly enough while walking there, i walked into none other than Nile. we made small talk for abit, he totally tried to ignore me the whole entire time. fuck him. i'm really glad that i am over him. it was the first time i saw him since september (and we broke up in october..) and when i looked at him, i was so disgusted. he looked literally like a piece of shit. a mess. terrible. worn out from doing too many drugs and partying all the time. he looked physically so tired and ugly. a mess. i'm glad that i am slowly removing him from my life, as he did to me. odd, because he still considers us friends, yet avoids me at all costs. he's a good friend to me (enter sarcasm). anyways, the highlight of that night was that i got carded, but still got stamped at 21+. ridiculous. but of course, i took advantage of that ^_^. it was great.mike destiny owes me a beer. we got in a "fight" and ended up pouring beer on eachother. haha.
i've been chilling with this guy Tim lately. he's a film and video major at my school. korean, but pretty good looking for one. hahaa. i've come to the realization though, after hanging out with him, that i'm completely not attracted to asians. like, whenever we kissed, it literally felt like such a chore. no feelings. i dont get feelings when it comes to asian guys. i dunno why. i told him two nights ago that i thought he was too boring and too normal for me. i kinda feel bad.
hmm. i can't wait for winter break. apparently, im going to be holding a party for phil and fabian birthdays, as well as mike destiny's going away on tour. i have no clue whats going on.
today, my family went to the cemetary and upstate to visit family. the cemetary was in Valhalla, NY. great.
i've been kinda talking to this kid will lately. he's from illinois. i know its bad to "meet people from myspace" haha but..he's really really cute. and he was in NYC yesterday with his parents doing touristy things. actually, he was in NY to look at colleges.. (that makes this even worse lol) but i had dinner with him and his parents and took them around the city. it was real nice. i met up with him at south street seaport. the sun was practically down and the sky was a beautiful navy blue. the lights on the sailships were on, as well as all the christmas decorations. it was kinda romantic, i gotta say, meeting him by the water. ^_^
he's looking to get into Kings Point Military academy.. i hope he gets in! i'd love to see him again. he was so goodlooking lol and SO tall. he's 6'4" and has humonguoussss hands. hahaha
these past two weeks have literally been the most stressful i've had in a while, basically because of school. sophomore year in advertising is nothing like my first year. last night was the first in two weeks i got REAL sleep. like, not putting my head down for an hour or two and guzzling coffee, but like...a good 12-13 hours straight. it was amazing.
the only other two breaks i've had were going to smithtown for mikes' and lauren's birthdays. when i went to visit mike, he picked me up, bought me checker;'s and hammerfall's new album. he bought me pizza afterwards, and drove me all the way home to chinatown from smithtown. and it was his birthday lol. he is too good to me. last weekend, stayed over at laurens! cassie, mike and her friend danielle slept over too. lauren made me play guitar hero....it was really hard, but fun!!! hahaha i have no hand eye coordination, it has been confirmed lol i feel bad because i left her present at home, and then my parents had to pick me up really early the next day.. good thing winter break is just a few days away... i can't wait to see everyone!
let's see.. what else happened? um, Blind guardian was two weeks ago. they put on a goodshow, but i didnt enjoy it as much as i hoped. THEY DIDNT PLAY MAJESTY. SOOOOOO UPSET. we met hansi before the show, and he said he wasnt sure if they would play it or not. then, waiting for them, saw that it was on the setlist. and then they DIDNT PLAY it. afterwards, hansi said that they didnt feellike it. that crushed me. killed me. i LOVE their first two albums so much, and all they played was Valhalla. bbooo... that, and the crowd was terrible. SO many crowdsurfers, one literally got thrown to the ground by my friends Ernie and Joe who me and alyssa were standing between. it was probably the highlight of my night. there were even hardcore dancers there! ridiculous! i met up with cassie afterwards, it was almost impossible during the show because it was so crowded. i made quite a few new friends at that show, it was nice.
two days before that was the cattle decapitation and goatwhore show. interestingly enough while walking there, i walked into none other than Nile. we made small talk for abit, he totally tried to ignore me the whole entire time. fuck him. i'm really glad that i am over him. it was the first time i saw him since september (and we broke up in october..) and when i looked at him, i was so disgusted. he looked literally like a piece of shit. a mess. terrible. worn out from doing too many drugs and partying all the time. he looked physically so tired and ugly. a mess. i'm glad that i am slowly removing him from my life, as he did to me. odd, because he still considers us friends, yet avoids me at all costs. he's a good friend to me (enter sarcasm). anyways, the highlight of that night was that i got carded, but still got stamped at 21+. ridiculous. but of course, i took advantage of that ^_^. it was great.mike destiny owes me a beer. we got in a "fight" and ended up pouring beer on eachother. haha.
i've been chilling with this guy Tim lately. he's a film and video major at my school. korean, but pretty good looking for one. hahaa. i've come to the realization though, after hanging out with him, that i'm completely not attracted to asians. like, whenever we kissed, it literally felt like such a chore. no feelings. i dont get feelings when it comes to asian guys. i dunno why. i told him two nights ago that i thought he was too boring and too normal for me. i kinda feel bad.
hmm. i can't wait for winter break. apparently, im going to be holding a party for phil and fabian birthdays, as well as mike destiny's going away on tour. i have no clue whats going on.