Jul 11, 2009 20:56
So I haven't updated in over a week and wanna know why? Cos I've been genuinely happy....well smitten really but you get the drift. The guy I liked at work for all eternity had found out that I had a crush and kept on telling me to confess to that crush and said 'you never know if he'll like you back unless you confess', so me being me got tired as fuck about the comments from everyone at work and confessed recently.
Surprising thing is that he knew all along and liked me too...yes, that fucker likes to annoy me with his denseness _|_ but who cares cos he's akshjfjkasjfa ♥
Lmao he was pretty crushed I think cos I originally said that I wouldn't tell him who it was until after my birthday but I got impatient and confessed 3 weeks early and ruined his plans of confessing to me on my bday. But he's like awkward as hell cos he wasn't expecting me to confess so soon and ruined his plans of 'getting more information'.
But whatevs, I'm happy. His hugs are nice but he's too scared to kiss me atm. Why? Cos he's 7 years older than me and thinks that he's tarnishing sweet innocent me....but fuck, you guys have read my fanfics and know that I'm not that innocent! I'm awesome 8D
We have yet to go out but that's cos he still can't believe everything cos it happened so fast and he doesn't think he's good enough for me but I like him so fucking much and I wouldn't be surprised if there were a couple of entries about him here....idek what was the point of this sentence....
rl: rantings