Well I'm embarrassed
I didn't realize that putting Jon's name in my LJ would make my entry be on the first page of google :/ I've had a few people come up to me to day and tell me they read my entry and they were all very nice, but I decided to private it because I don't really want random people knowing my LJ. Also someone obviously in the anger stage of their grief left me a comment making me feel like shit about how I didn't deserve to be sad and that I was being selfish since I didn't really know him that well. As though I don't care about how his family feels because I posted about how I felt :(
So yeah, made the power decision to just private it and save myself anymore embarrassment. Other than that today was really sad. We had an informal memorial and there was a lot of crying but also a lot of fond memories. Not really stuff I want to spend the time typing out I guess. I really just hope everyone who knew Jon handles this ok and that they are able to move past it eventually. It's so tough losing someone, especially when they are so damn young.
So yeah, made the power decision to just private it and save myself anymore embarrassment. Other than that today was really sad. We had an informal memorial and there was a lot of crying but also a lot of fond memories. Not really stuff I want to spend the time typing out I guess. I really just hope everyone who knew Jon handles this ok and that they are able to move past it eventually. It's so tough losing someone, especially when they are so damn young.