Allthispainbecomesme
Decipher that one. There are somethings I cant post on livejournal. I'm sorry if I don't trust you, or anyone, its just how I am. There are some times that something has to be said but there are no words for it. This is one of those times. There is so much to say and no way to express it. Where can I stand? No matter where I stan on this , someone WILL end up with hurt feelings and resentment. This is undeniable, but all of my life, Ive known that if you act, and end up making the wrong decision thats OK. But if you stand there and expect life to work things out for you, nothing will get done and in the end I end up regretting my own indecision and I end up wondering why I let life pass me by. I can see both points and motives, but that perspective dosen't bring me any comfort, nor does this neutrality of mine. I dont want to say anything that could offend anyone, so I won't speak at all. The obvious choice is to be completely honest with everyone but that would mean trust...yeah that. My friend is suffering. I cant stop it because its not my place. There are things at work here that I cannot and do not intend to comprehend, obviously going deeper than they Should , probably involving a great deal of bad blood long before Icame alomg. Nonetheless, I feel guilty. Kindly disregard this post, it is the produst of no sleep
thankyou for your time.
thankyou for your time.