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I'm sorry I didn't make it to the Orchestra Concert guys. When I got home, my mom told me that I had to go to the hospital for my CT scan. I know you guys did awesome though.
So..basically, I've been having really bad headaches [with dizzy spells]. I've had migranes before, but these are 10 times worse. It's been going on for a few months. Headaches to the point where you feel like you're going to pass out.
I went to the doctor yesterday. She said it could be a tumor. So today I had to get a CT scan[radiation]. For some reason, it hurt. I got on this table and it put me through this machine thing and stuff was spinning around me. Then my head started hurting and I felt a really strong pressure. It was so weird. My eyes felt like they were sinking in my head.
Anyway, I really hope the test comes back negative. I really do.
My doctor was saying that the headaches could be from stress. So she set me up an appointment with a therapist. Just someone to talk to and someone to help me with my problems. My doctor said that I'm doing a whole lot and the therapist will help me manage my time and make me relax. I think that's nice. I do need someone to talk to. Someone who won't judge me and will just listen to what I have to say.
To sum it up, I pretty much need to make a decision between soccer and theatre. My doctor said that I'm an over-achiever and everything that i'm doing looks great for college, but I really need to quit something.
That makes me sad. =[ It's really hard y'know. Choosing between the two things you love the most.
<3 Always,
Marissa
So..basically, I've been having really bad headaches [with dizzy spells]. I've had migranes before, but these are 10 times worse. It's been going on for a few months. Headaches to the point where you feel like you're going to pass out.
I went to the doctor yesterday. She said it could be a tumor. So today I had to get a CT scan[radiation]. For some reason, it hurt. I got on this table and it put me through this machine thing and stuff was spinning around me. Then my head started hurting and I felt a really strong pressure. It was so weird. My eyes felt like they were sinking in my head.
Anyway, I really hope the test comes back negative. I really do.
My doctor was saying that the headaches could be from stress. So she set me up an appointment with a therapist. Just someone to talk to and someone to help me with my problems. My doctor said that I'm doing a whole lot and the therapist will help me manage my time and make me relax. I think that's nice. I do need someone to talk to. Someone who won't judge me and will just listen to what I have to say.
To sum it up, I pretty much need to make a decision between soccer and theatre. My doctor said that I'm an over-achiever and everything that i'm doing looks great for college, but I really need to quit something.
That makes me sad. =[ It's really hard y'know. Choosing between the two things you love the most.
<3 Always,
Marissa