Zetsubou Shita! ~

[anime_mcr]

Hi! It's me again, Eriza! ~
This is my second post... So that means it's almost been a month since the first time I've posted an entry here. I just felt like writing something, writing takes my boredom away ~ 

• It's cold outside, and it didn't snow here yet. While winter slowly comes to an end, it's not wrong for me to expecting it to snow. I'd love to see the outside covered in white. My favorite color is black but white is somehow... white makes you feel at ease.
• Winter is cold. Coldness makes you feel lonelier that you were before. At least, I feel that way.
• As an otaku, watching anime is what I do al the time  what I want to do all the time. I re-started watching "Bokura ga Ita" and I remembered a conversation between two characters. One of them asked "What is happiness?" and the other one said that she didn't know, then the first one suggested "Then... Why don't we both go searching for our own happiness?" [Ja, futari de shiawase wo sagashi ni ikou ka?]  This line got me so emotional. I wonder why ~
• I love Japanese. You'd probably think that I'm retarded for saying this but I also find Japanese very romantic as a language. Okay, they don't have adjectives that expresses their love; as dorama-watchers know, wives call their husbands "anata" which is being translated as "Darling" to English BUT its cause is it doesn't make sense when you translate it literally. The reason why I find Japanese romantic is the combination of shyness and consideration in the language itself. Kawaii ka na, ka na? ~ *Ryuugu Rena mood*
• I always wanted to have a gift. You know, like singing, drawing or writing well. Except for drawing, I can sing and write like a normal person but I wish I was too good at one of them. We humans always want to beat each other by being superior than the other. I'm trying to figure out "our nature" (actually I'm having problems about considering myself as a human-being, I'm more like a "kinseijin" [venusian] like Arakawa's Nino.) and wondering, is that good or bad? Why do we want this? Is it because we want them to admit our existence? I know there's been a lot of questions but, who are "them" ?
• I've just found what kind of a gift I would like to have. I wish I had the ability of seeing others' insides of hearts. This would be the best ability, even Superman can't see it with his x-ray vision! : P

That's all for now. If you read it, thanks a lot. If you understood what I was babbling about, please explain them to me too! : )

Note : I know that my english sucks. I guess you can't expect a lot from a 13-years-old-kid-who-tries-to-expand-her-english-by-watching-anime-because-english-taught-in-school-is-good-for-nothing. I'm so sorry if I've created just a mess of words T_T

Eriza ~

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