Ticked the f*ck off
You know what I haver a really hard time opening up and expressing myself. I now know why! I am to afraid to say anything against or different to what my parents say. If I feel like saying whatever STFU!!!! or saying some shit that releases my tensiion and anger no i can't, because guess what, they'll get so deeeeeeeeeeeeeeply offended that I will get in trouble. I hate that I can't get into trouble for completely expressign myself. I always have a problem with keeping to many things in, greif over my dads cancer killing him, how much i suck in this game called life, or figuring out that well i will never be as pretty or popular and can't get all the boys like my sister! (sorry Naomi I have to say this) So this is a declaration of war, once I turn 18 I am not gonna be like this the worst you guys can do is kick me out but i will not, WILL NOT, have someone dictate to me how i should feel like they dictate everything else to me!