Agh.
Guys, I'm so sorry I haven't been active like I was hoping to be. I'm such a failer. *sobs*
A lot of things have been going on. My bf joined the navy (he's in bootcamp right now) and it's been hard on me. I get to see him in a couple of weeks, though it'll only be for a few days. That's better than nothing, I suppose. A few weeks ago, I was seriously depressed over it and would be in tears even just thinking about it for a minute. Now I'm doing better, and whenever I start to doubt I can hold on, I just leave him a million comments on his gaia and it helps me calm down. Plus, he can send me letters. Though, his last letter he was telling me how hard it was and he wasn't sure he could make it.. I sent him an encouraging letter back to help him hold on. Still waiting on another one, and it's been a week and a couple of days now. *sigh*
I'm getting a nondriving license, whoo! The only reason I'm really getting one is because I need one when I go to the airport and fly to Chicago to see my bf. I'm going with his mom. I hate driving for those of you who didn't know. I don't know why, I've just never been interested, ever. Especially with accidents and whatnot happening.
On a side note, I have a new obsession. ♥ JAEJOONG. He's so freaking cute. I've liked DBSK for a while now, but just recently got into more about them than their music. Their music is kickass. Their new album? I loved it. I just wish JJ hadn't cut/dyed his hair. He looked sexy with his somewhat longish dark brown/black hair.
I've been listening to Korean music more than Japanese. I think the language is pretty and flows together nicely. I also like writing random Korean characters on my dad's whiteboard, lol.
This time, I'm not gonna promise when I'll update. I don't know the next time I'll get on to make a journal, really. It might be after I've already seen my bf, and it might not. I might forget about it. Just want you to know I'm alive and doing well. Hope the same for you guys. :D
A lot of things have been going on. My bf joined the navy (he's in bootcamp right now) and it's been hard on me. I get to see him in a couple of weeks, though it'll only be for a few days. That's better than nothing, I suppose. A few weeks ago, I was seriously depressed over it and would be in tears even just thinking about it for a minute. Now I'm doing better, and whenever I start to doubt I can hold on, I just leave him a million comments on his gaia and it helps me calm down. Plus, he can send me letters. Though, his last letter he was telling me how hard it was and he wasn't sure he could make it.. I sent him an encouraging letter back to help him hold on. Still waiting on another one, and it's been a week and a couple of days now. *sigh*
I'm getting a nondriving license, whoo! The only reason I'm really getting one is because I need one when I go to the airport and fly to Chicago to see my bf. I'm going with his mom. I hate driving for those of you who didn't know. I don't know why, I've just never been interested, ever. Especially with accidents and whatnot happening.
On a side note, I have a new obsession. ♥ JAEJOONG. He's so freaking cute. I've liked DBSK for a while now, but just recently got into more about them than their music. Their music is kickass. Their new album? I loved it. I just wish JJ hadn't cut/dyed his hair. He looked sexy with his somewhat longish dark brown/black hair.
I've been listening to Korean music more than Japanese. I think the language is pretty and flows together nicely. I also like writing random Korean characters on my dad's whiteboard, lol.
This time, I'm not gonna promise when I'll update. I don't know the next time I'll get on to make a journal, really. It might be after I've already seen my bf, and it might not. I might forget about it. Just want you to know I'm alive and doing well. Hope the same for you guys. :D