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Oct 01, 2005 06:01

Man I had a rough night.
Well, we went to dinner to the Outback Steakhouse and I was extremely full. Then we came home and I watched Naruto until mom told me she was going to bed, then I scuttled up with her.

This was about 9:30.

I couldn't sleep.

There were so many noises like the toilet running, and cars squealing, and the floors of our house squeaking, and our cats mewing, but eventually, I got to sleep.

Now, when I'm dead asleep, there is only one thing that wake me up.

The phone.

It starts to ring around 10:00pm. I refuse to answer it, but after it stops ringing I'm thinking it might be Jenny, something might have happened [She in 'York right now], so I rush down to see who called.

It was Lain/Alyssa.

I was majorly pissed, and still am. I was finally asleep until she called, and about what? Oh, probably to get online, I haven't asked her, because I REFUSE to talk to her. Now, I've had the worst night of sleep in my entire life. I didn't go back to sleep until about 12:00am. Now I'm up, 6 hours later, daddy just left for work and hell if I can sleep.

Alyssa, I don't want you to comment, and I don't want you to apologize on MSN, and I don't even want you to TALK TO ME on Monday. You speak when spoken to.

One more thing, I'm NOT predictable unlike you, I actually get out of the house and do things, I go out with my mother, even when it's only a short trip to the grocery store, I take pride in the fact that I don't know anything about an anime because I don't stay in the house on the computer for more then 4 hours at a time. You have a lot of flaws that spawn off your ignorance of the world around you, you need to start going out to places even though you don't want to. You have to try new foods and LIKE IT, if a friend is coming over your house you go with your parent to pick them up instead of sitting in front of the computer and talking on the internet. YOU ARE A MEDIOCORE FRIEND, and honestly, you piss me off on a regular basis.

The phone call, was the final nerve and you just swept it clean off.



I know this was a lot of hype just for a phone call, but she has been riding my nerves with her naivete and her disgusting habits really just all came out at once. I don't feel guilty about what I said, or the fact that I said, or even if she reads it, because everything I wrote about her up there is 100% true. She may play an act on here, but she seriously needs to stop. Don't get me wrong, being yourself in wonderful and all that jazz, but when it makes others, your friends, your family, angry with you, then make minor changes, or just stop being their friend.

I am so sick of her smell, of her clothes, of her way of life, and of her being a lousy friend.

She is the one person that picks me up when I'm down, and she makes me laugh, but what if you had a friend like that but you couldn't take her anywhere. You couldn't ask her for sushi because she's so picky she might not like it, or you want to take her to the movies but you're so afraid she'll act up and ruin it, or if you just want to go to the mall with them but they can't keep quiet in a car, what if you wanted to take her to Otakon but they are so irresponsible, and so quiet, and so undemanding that you have to baby sit them when you are trying to have a good time.

Alright, I vented, and I'm glad I did. Because honestly, I really don't want to write another one of these posts. It's not good for my health.
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