so i didn't know, i could do without. or rather should i say with?

[anime_gal3]

never realized how impossible it must have been,
setting myself on unacceptable axioms.

~
was it too much to expect you
to see me as how i wanted you to see me.
beautiful, frail, prevailing, lost.
floating on a surface of contradictions.

but maybe it should be enough
for me to try to be the things
i dream myself to be
for me alone.

you'll love me as i want you to love me or you don't.
~

this is the shedding of facade.
the abandonment of awkwardness.