*whines*
Stasia told me to call her tonight at 8, so me being the wonderful gf I am did! :D But then I think her dad picked up the phone and I was like uber polite cuz I heard from her he was a big poohead, but yeah I wasuber polite but no Stasia there ;-; *cries and snuggles blw up doll*
=/ I feel kinda alone right now... *sighs* maybe it's because no one is online and the people that are online I have either blocked or have their away message up! I see that I am loved! Ooooo today I almost started crying, it was really bad. Christina and I were standing in like the middle of forth wing basically both trying not to break down. It sucks that both of us are having a tough time... Although most of things wrong with me were my fault. Damnit now my rents are teasing me... *sighs* I hate them... u.u Yup lets be mean to Jenn and make her cry...
Oooooooooooooo but today Ryan told me he would gimme rides home everyday :D But tommorow I have a doctors appointment so I get to drive myself too and from school which makes me happy, I guess... I really dun wanna go by myself because I'm all scared but yeah it's not like I can drag anyone along with me X.x; *sighs* Mum is trying to talk me out of what I'm gonna do, but it's my choice not hers... >
=/ I feel kinda alone right now... *sighs* maybe it's because no one is online and the people that are online I have either blocked or have their away message up! I see that I am loved! Ooooo today I almost started crying, it was really bad. Christina and I were standing in like the middle of forth wing basically both trying not to break down. It sucks that both of us are having a tough time... Although most of things wrong with me were my fault. Damnit now my rents are teasing me... *sighs* I hate them... u.u Yup lets be mean to Jenn and make her cry...
Oooooooooooooo but today Ryan told me he would gimme rides home everyday :D But tommorow I have a doctors appointment so I get to drive myself too and from school which makes me happy, I guess... I really dun wanna go by myself because I'm all scared but yeah it's not like I can drag anyone along with me X.x; *sighs* Mum is trying to talk me out of what I'm gonna do, but it's my choice not hers... >