I feel dumb, and not just cause I ate petroleum products.
Well, my head is smart-First week of real classes started out pretty nice, got to speak out in my Poli Sci class, even a little in English, though the teacher wouldn't fucking shut up. Not afraid to speak my opinions in the Polisci now, so I guess im gonna start stomping on toes as soon as possible. My friend Kate from wayyyy back when (we're talking pre-trombone Alex here, grade school stylie) is in the class, which is neat. She's um.. how do you say... much larger than when I last knew her. We were on OM together, so I'll assume she's still pretty geeky, which is all good. Had a double helping of some kick ass lasagna today, which roxored, and even managed to fit some gummy bears coated in trombone lubricant into the mix. They burned my throat.
Ok, so why am I dumb? Well, I guess I'm like those people that build their houses next to a river, and just rebuild it and rebuild it, even though it just gets washed away again. I need a fucking reality check bad. If I were a super hero I'd be massochist man. I can't help wanting it, but I just feel even more stupid every day I see her. Even worse when the whole urge to vomit thing happens. Then again, could be the gummy bears.
On a lighter note, two cool things. First, I'm playing with my friend's band on Friday, cause they want to test out a horn player.
What comes next goes out to all of the teachers at Stadium who said I'd never amount to anything.
I'M STUDENT OF THE MONTH YOU DUMB BITCHES!
Just had to get that out.
Now if you'll excuse me, I think I hear some syrup of ipecac calling my name
Ok, so why am I dumb? Well, I guess I'm like those people that build their houses next to a river, and just rebuild it and rebuild it, even though it just gets washed away again. I need a fucking reality check bad. If I were a super hero I'd be massochist man. I can't help wanting it, but I just feel even more stupid every day I see her. Even worse when the whole urge to vomit thing happens. Then again, could be the gummy bears.
On a lighter note, two cool things. First, I'm playing with my friend's band on Friday, cause they want to test out a horn player.
What comes next goes out to all of the teachers at Stadium who said I'd never amount to anything.
I'M STUDENT OF THE MONTH YOU DUMB BITCHES!
Just had to get that out.
Now if you'll excuse me, I think I hear some syrup of ipecac calling my name