Seeking refinancing
I have been financing this crazy idea of what it means to be a parent, or step-parent, or child guide or what ever you want to label it as. What I do know is that I am broke. And this crazy idea that has now made manifest is not serving nor is it "paying back". Therefore, I am busted. Sometimes the stubborn Taurus in me gets hold of an idea and just wont let go. I will change it if it kills me, and all around for that matter.
So, I wish to invest in a new way. A higher vision of how to be within this situation. I have searched within for the answer only to be distracted by that damn stubborn Taurus. Kicking and screaming I drag the Taurus by his hooves before the Gods and ask for help. I humble my self before thee and ask for guidance and clarity to see a new way. I am unable to see clearly on my own. I am not as big as I think I am. I am open and receptive as I sacrifice the old way for the new. Please. Help.
So, I wish to invest in a new way. A higher vision of how to be within this situation. I have searched within for the answer only to be distracted by that damn stubborn Taurus. Kicking and screaming I drag the Taurus by his hooves before the Gods and ask for help. I humble my self before thee and ask for guidance and clarity to see a new way. I am unable to see clearly on my own. I am not as big as I think I am. I am open and receptive as I sacrifice the old way for the new. Please. Help.