Denial

[animasatori]

time for fillin' space
i have too much time on my hands
i wrote this today after analysing that black-out insanity thing from last night, trying to figure out what i was tryin to say to myself. (though i dont know, oh no, i dont know, anything)

light this lamp
to guide the way
take my hand
and drag away

drag me down

down into a lie
I wish to deny
bled every mile
of blinding denial

please no more

shatter the lamp
ignore the way
so fun, mystery
the dark holds sway

remove my eyes

to see is a lie
I always deny
scream all the while
in precious denial

I need more
I need more

glass, cut out these tongues
right out of my wounded ears
one on each side, so loud
make more noise, so much

to pull me apart

so give me a lie
please, I can't deny
so long on this isle
of empty denial

wake up
please
wake up
please
wake up

I can not stop
I lie to myself
can't make it stop
I'm killing myself